Back Principles (14) : Keats & Rilke coming up again (& damned Spicer, too)
Who sees into me
… has mine heart?
Too easily tossed
(on a heap, on
a mound)
This inning is
future time
(grace time …?)
I would take
a pitcher
of you
Drink it, bat it
out of here
−−whatever
it takes
I lose myself
completely, am
struck dumb
in your
buddha
love
Where is my
ground, where
is my Heysus
spinning to
now
This (heady) gain
is nerve loss
(also)
It is mystery
one enters
−−terrified
(& possibly
alive …)
Witless &
spooked,
& unafraid
to say so
(god help
me)
Look in mine
eyes & give
me your
strength,
I have none
that doesn’t
shake the bases
loose in the
night
Look in mine
eyes, I have
forgotten how
to see
Back Principles (34) : spiritual fatigue
This is surely
spiritual fatigue
(on the loose)
(at loose ends)
Backed into a corner
(loosely speaking)
Back me, back
me not …
My back is knotted
Lies bound in a
locked drawer
When it creaks open
pray for something
merciful
Pray there is
something
there
You will not
have my back
beyond this
point
It will be loose
at ease, or it
will be
broken
Back Principles (52) : agoraphobic
Big spaces are
made of this
Phoenix to Yuma
−−terrifying
The christ to
the buddha …
terrifying too
Hold my back (pls)
the landscape
would break
it in halves
Agoraphobic,
big space
Holding emptiness
in my hands
Stephen Bett is a widely and internationally published Canadian poet. His earlier work is known for its sassy, edgy, hip… caustic wit―indeed, for the askance look of the serious satirist… skewering what he calls the ‘vapid monoculture’ of our times. His more recent books have been called an incredible accomplishment for their authentic minimalist subtlety. Many are tightly sequenced book-length ‘serial’ poems, which allow for a rich echoing of cadence and image, building a wonderfully subtle, nuanced music. Bett follows in the avant tradition of Don Allen’s New American Poets. Hence the mandate for Simon Fraser University’s “Contemporary Literature Collection” to purchase and archive his “personal papers” for scholarly use. He is recently retired after a 31-year teaching career largely at Langara College in Vancouver, and now lives with his wife Katie in Victoria, BC. www.stephenbett.com
Tuesday, December 22, 2015
Sunday, December 13, 2015
Vin Whitman Reveals the Centiperson, Screaming Birds, Leviathans, Orgasmic Blindspots, and the Asterisk as Crucifix
LIGHTNING/BUGS
This was where we
Spun our cocoons
This was where we set the
Seeds free
Unaware of our
Eight-armed enemy
Invisible filaments drawn
Asterisk or crucifix?
Bumbling bee
Desperate to worship
W/ drunken lane changes
Crashes the silken barricade
And sobers into a hostage
Butterfly army
Sleeps through the storm
As a leviathan would underwater
Birds scream bloody terror at the
Oncoming waterfall's windshield
A weather phenomenon
That spells hospital
Or cemetery
In violet text
Doesn't even set
The web askew
CENTIPERSON
Do you roam yourself like a giant planet
Discovering secret burial grounds,
Orgasmic blindspots
I do
You could roam into the space
Just above your skull and pull
It down through the floor
To excavate a comfort zone that's
Become a claustrophobic
Zoo
Sheep and kangaroos
Are people too
I'm a scavenger of depth, not width
Roaming a grave and salty
Undertow
Few
Can stay on the surface
Of their sunny dispositions
Extreme evolution and
Stunning photographs
Ensue
I could take no pictures of
My journey
I had to draw them slowly
From memory
Why only roam to your
Outskirts of skin?
Lose count of dimensions
In your centipede of nerves
THERMOGENIC
The jaws of rejection
In a classroom
Full of meat
Left out
To thaw, or worse,
Thrown to the ground
Losing teeth
Post traumatic
Dents in their faces
Their slivered cat-eyes
Flat-lining
The bias-cut of a few
Prime numbers
Taste of a loaded,
Bulging society
Passed down in generational sausage
Links
A condition that will worsen
To our hands
Still shaking
Sweating
Giving off heat
Vin Whitman writes in fearful imagery that can make him paranoid, but he's learned to thrive on it. He is working on the social skills needed to do social work. He reads with The Tea House poets in Florida.
This was where we
Spun our cocoons
This was where we set the
Seeds free
Unaware of our
Eight-armed enemy
Invisible filaments drawn
Asterisk or crucifix?
Bumbling bee
Desperate to worship
W/ drunken lane changes
Crashes the silken barricade
And sobers into a hostage
Butterfly army
Sleeps through the storm
As a leviathan would underwater
Birds scream bloody terror at the
Oncoming waterfall's windshield
A weather phenomenon
That spells hospital
Or cemetery
In violet text
Doesn't even set
The web askew
CENTIPERSON
Do you roam yourself like a giant planet
Discovering secret burial grounds,
Orgasmic blindspots
I do
You could roam into the space
Just above your skull and pull
It down through the floor
To excavate a comfort zone that's
Become a claustrophobic
Zoo
Sheep and kangaroos
Are people too
I'm a scavenger of depth, not width
Roaming a grave and salty
Undertow
Few
Can stay on the surface
Of their sunny dispositions
Extreme evolution and
Stunning photographs
Ensue
I could take no pictures of
My journey
I had to draw them slowly
From memory
Why only roam to your
Outskirts of skin?
Lose count of dimensions
In your centipede of nerves
THERMOGENIC
The jaws of rejection
In a classroom
Full of meat
Left out
To thaw, or worse,
Thrown to the ground
Losing teeth
Post traumatic
Dents in their faces
Their slivered cat-eyes
Flat-lining
The bias-cut of a few
Prime numbers
Taste of a loaded,
Bulging society
Passed down in generational sausage
Links
A condition that will worsen
To our hands
Still shaking
Sweating
Giving off heat
Vin Whitman writes in fearful imagery that can make him paranoid, but he's learned to thrive on it. He is working on the social skills needed to do social work. He reads with The Tea House poets in Florida.
Saturday, December 12, 2015
Michael McInnis Speaks of the Crank Time of Einstein's Trains and the Effects of Light Pollution
Crank Time
There is no 4th
dimension
in crank time
traveling
faster than the
speed of
light no longer
held in
place by gravity
or dreams
of Einstein’s trains
lurching through
fallout shelters and
frigates
that sail too close
to the edge
while the earth keeps
accelerating
and wobbling ever
so slightly
centrifugal forces at
work while
tides churn and wash
as if all
the whales and sea
monsters swim
to one side of the
ocean at once
1962
dimension
in crank time
traveling
faster than the
speed of
light no longer
held in
place by gravity
or dreams
of Einstein’s trains
lurching through
fallout shelters and
frigates
that sail too close
to the edge
while the earth keeps
accelerating
and wobbling ever
so slightly
centrifugal forces at
work while
tides churn and wash
as if all
the whales and sea
monsters swim
to one side of the
ocean at once
1962
All there at the
beginning
the inexorable
descent
into a kind of
madness as
if trading green
stamps
for furniture or a
crock pot
never used or that
display lamp
with the bulb that
flickered
and smoked the
pocket
calculator turned
upside down
always reading
7734
and outside the
plate glass
window a mackerel
sky showering
missiles and
rockets
People Living in Caves
people living in caves
return to the
surface crazy the sun
no longer
comforting the moon
no longer
holding any mystery
and the stars
they never recall the
stars as if
light pollution was all
that remained
beginning
the inexorable
descent
into a kind of
madness as
if trading green
stamps
for furniture or a
crock pot
never used or that
display lamp
with the bulb that
flickered
and smoked the
calculator turned
upside down
always reading
7734
and outside the
plate glass
window a mackerel
sky showering
missiles and
rockets
People Living in Caves
people living in caves
return to the
surface crazy the sun
no longer
comforting the moon
no longer
holding any mystery
and the stars
they never recall the
stars as if
light pollution was all
that remained
Michael McInnis lives in Boston and spent six years in the
Navy sailing across the Pacific and Indian Oceans to the Persian Gulf three
times, chasing white whales and ending up only with madness. He has published
poetry and short fiction in Literary Yard, 1947, Dead Snakes, Monkey Bicycle,
Cream City Review, 5x5 Singles Club, Facets Magazine, Arshile, Nightmare of Reason,
Oak Square, Quimby Quarterly and Version 90.
Wednesday, December 9, 2015
MarkYoung's Sine Waves Towards the Surface Tension and Basho Bored with the Heron
A Newly Discovered "Bashōic" Haiku
Looking for
a wedge to force into the afternoon, sort of split it in two. Boredom creeping
in. Too cold to go for a swim, & if I read or watch tv I'll just go to
sleep in the chair. Driving's the answer, that old foot down flat to the floor
routine, out & about, Steppenwolf forever.
Decide to
take Bashō along for the ride – he hasn't been the same ever since he read
William Gibson's last four books in the one sitting & realized the old
Japan he knew & loved no longer existed. A little stir-crazy lately, so
seeing bucolic might stop his melancholy.
We head
south, following the backroads, or at least those that are sealed. Sine waves
of fast-braking tyre rubber staining the bitumen. Pick up the vibe but don't
try to add to it. Instead
stop
somewhat sedately at the lagoon where the black swans are, get out, smoke a
cigarette as we watch a couple of eagles ride the thermals above the water.
Lower down
a heron stands on a fallen tree trunk until it gets bored by the lack of fish
& flies away. Bashō watches it, flicks his dying cigarette towards where it
was. Doesn't look at me. Says:
Fuck this nature shit!
Let's go home, watch anime
on cable tv.
urban transit
How to work
out
what to in-
clude? The
selection
wasn't
yours
in the
first place—just
things that
happened
along a bus
route
you just
happened to
live on.
Never
caught the
bus. Some-
times heard
it go
by,
sometimes
watched it
disappearing
into
the
not-too-far
distance.
Close enough
to see that
there
was no-one
in the
backseat
telling the
driver to
wait, to
let you catch
up, to let
you get on.
A littoral translation
As if
frozen,
that
moment when
the
river is /
between
the tides.
Mud
meters out
from
the
mangroves. The
rocks
exposed. A single
pelican
near the other
bank,
reluctant to
move, to
relieve
the surface
tension.
Mark Young
is the editor of Otoliths, lives
in a small town in North Queensland in Australia, & has been publishing
poetry for more than fifty-five years. His work has been widely anthologized,
& his essays & poetry translated into a number of languages. A new
collection of poems, Bandicoot habitat,
has recently come out from gradient books of Finland.
Tuesday, November 24, 2015
James Diaz Brings Ferris Wheels, Thunderstorm Sex, Warehouse Eyes, and A Rust of Wounds
Toilet Romance
Gone
past the hills steel gray
ferris wheel
time when I was imbued with numb infinity
counting cars
since nowhere is still nowhere
I draw a map for you
consisting of my skin
and a collection of scars
this road is warped
I have dreamed of anatomy changing
nothing and no one
I am strapped to a bullet
pulled through a straw
into the record you keep
of time
and it's sleepy spiders
who love me like a god.
Tacky Stockings
one is for the strive
a person places
like bee stings
on horizon's cup
empty barricades
tooth alley
and I hate my streets
this urban over brick over ruined faces of devastated mornings
come through me
each parable
a burning turn
ferris wheels and thunderstorm sex in the back seat
I was pulled from Brooklyn
into New Jersey at 5 a. m.
blitzed out interstate
wrapped around stars
come to the point
I can't realize truth
from the distorted
elements
where time keeps building it's rust of wounds
to hound me down
for all of my artificial kisses.
Suicide As Travel
My death is like dark water
it toys with breaking points
asleep in the head
roach of severed dreams
I ahem in my suicide
after
always after
and flatter than a road
coughing
every lung is tied
to lampposts with cameras in their bones
dry and tired in the socket
where oceans grind their cocks
in a song
I licked
when I was sick
and radioactive
a bad omen
a month of pain
with warehouse eyes
life is good
when I'm stuffed in a car
with a candle light tail
that sheds its skin and shame
as it shoots for the most distant star
a bone in the asshole
which throws a fit
and is terrified of corners
where the staff can rape you
and eat your shoe laces
but they can't pin hope across your wrists
which are dying to be split
like the grin of a damaged God
for good
I am done
a tape loop
unspooled
with busted teeth drinking the wall
the truth is
you are only loved
when your nipples are as cold as gold
sleeping dog
yawn
for I am really ignorant
and know only how to do this one thing.
Bio: James Diaz lives in New York where he is currently trying to figure shit out. Other writings of his can be found in Cheap Pop Lit, Ditch, Pismire, Collective Exile and The Idiom.
Gone
past the hills steel gray
ferris wheel
time when I was imbued with numb infinity
counting cars
since nowhere is still nowhere
I draw a map for you
consisting of my skin
and a collection of scars
this road is warped
I have dreamed of anatomy changing
nothing and no one
I am strapped to a bullet
pulled through a straw
into the record you keep
of time
and it's sleepy spiders
who love me like a god.
Tacky Stockings
one is for the strive
a person places
like bee stings
on horizon's cup
empty barricades
tooth alley
and I hate my streets
this urban over brick over ruined faces of devastated mornings
come through me
each parable
a burning turn
ferris wheels and thunderstorm sex in the back seat
I was pulled from Brooklyn
into New Jersey at 5 a. m.
blitzed out interstate
wrapped around stars
come to the point
I can't realize truth
from the distorted
elements
where time keeps building it's rust of wounds
to hound me down
for all of my artificial kisses.
Suicide As Travel
My death is like dark water
it toys with breaking points
asleep in the head
roach of severed dreams
I ahem in my suicide
after
always after
and flatter than a road
coughing
every lung is tied
to lampposts with cameras in their bones
dry and tired in the socket
where oceans grind their cocks
in a song
I licked
when I was sick
and radioactive
a bad omen
a month of pain
with warehouse eyes
life is good
when I'm stuffed in a car
with a candle light tail
that sheds its skin and shame
as it shoots for the most distant star
a bone in the asshole
which throws a fit
and is terrified of corners
where the staff can rape you
and eat your shoe laces
but they can't pin hope across your wrists
which are dying to be split
like the grin of a damaged God
for good
I am done
a tape loop
unspooled
with busted teeth drinking the wall
the truth is
you are only loved
when your nipples are as cold as gold
sleeping dog
yawn
for I am really ignorant
and know only how to do this one thing.
Bio: James Diaz lives in New York where he is currently trying to figure shit out. Other writings of his can be found in Cheap Pop Lit, Ditch, Pismire, Collective Exile and The Idiom.
Thursday, October 22, 2015
Neil Fulwood Smiles the Caprophagous Grin at the Man Behind the Man
Peril
A much-loved cliché
from scratchy two-reelers
of the silent era:
the villain (moustache
extravagantly twirled)
ties the girl to the tracks,
gloats as the express
(gouts of smoke, cow-
catcher prominent) comes
hurtling nearer and nearer.
Fumes as the hero (clean
cut, good teeth) pulls off
the last minute appearance,
doles out the justified
smack in the mouth, gets
the girl and doesn’t even
delay the express. Now
imagine yourself
as the damsel in distress.
The railroad tracks
are your mortgage
and your student debt,
the length of rope
the job you’re told
you’re lucky to have;
the train is the bank
and its carriages are full
of the fat and odious cigars
of those who are fatter
and more odious still.
The villain? He’s president,
prime minister, royalty
and clergy; he’s there
in the bushes, lurking, excited,
his caprophagous grin
untroubled by a justified fist.
Snake Oil
All governments
are lying cocksuckers. – BILL HICKS
All governments are salesmen,
all governments have sample cases
full of snake oil and scotch mist.
All governments are telesales callers,
all governments want to keep you on the line
while they take your details, run a few checks.
All governments are door-knockers,
all governments shove their shiny shoes
between door and jamb. Or use a battering ram.
All governments are a red dot, a telescopic lens,
all governments are the man behind the man,
the voice in the earpiece that gives the order.
Neil Fulwood was born in Nottingham, UK, in 1972. He's the
author of film studies book The Films of Sam Peckinpah. His poetry has appeared
in The Morning Star, Art Decades, The Blue Hour, The Ofi Press, Section 8 and
Rat's Ass Review. Neil is married, holds down a day job and subsidizes several
real ale pubs. He enjoys cinema, a wide variety of music, and making abusive
comments about the government on social media.
Sunday, September 27, 2015
Daniel Y. Harris' World of Cliched Mesmerism, Komodo-Dragon Bags, and Mutation Masses
Scheherazade 1001
The logic of a base is misnomer and defamation.
Eddy overrehearses his punk-garage band, Libido
of Eunuch’s, antipop single “Brat Crud Harbinger,”
grafted as condemned stock and mutation mass,
itching to pierce the shape-shifters on a night
of tribunals in flash drives. Sequences of toxic
side-effects coaxed from pricked licks and one
octave chants, court triumphalists to mock-up
and bulk. Eddy Daemon sashays his effete bod
against the press and the bleak community who
seek his agony as black-purple lump strangled
beside a hacked-off head. They’re spoilsports
of an ancient peoplehood. We’re the bystanders.
Eddy’s the falsely accused executioner’s heir.
Nebuchadnezzar 587
Fatigued with indolence, blunted by a clichéd
Mesmerism—haggard, stony, half-buried wreck
and autoclave of ambition, Eddy Daemon sports
a gigantic horn of spite and ushers in a minute
era of hyphenation and circumventing sleights:
nerve-gleamed, raw-seamed, witty-sullen-jowled,
ghost-crabbed, thorn-tattered, messiah-hived-sick,
god-castrated, sod-smutted, swivel-jerked and tasty
morseled feminazi as manbearpig in low mondaze.
How unjubilant and malice-yielded! Nothing stays
the course, gloss-throated and flaked in foaming
at the mouth. Cylinders and spires pass from sight.
There’s no chance to get a bearing. Even to scroll
back to Ezra’s Walt concession stigmatizes clarity.
Anthropoid 3761
It all comes down to the prophesied sedge:
achenes and solid stems, the blackthorned scag
skullcap and skinsuit of woody lobes with spikelets.
In the marsh, the worn down nub of concupiscent
curds ribs the mascary buggered one or another
as plunger-name of the raw crease. Today, Eddy’s
nosed, clutching his sachet of cosmetics in his gold
clipped komodo-dragon bag. No nostalgia. No edits.
No quiddity with its affected monism. It’s the last
season of day one. We’re on our way kthxbai! Omg
liek u wana c my fab nu jurnal? Dude, no, you make
me sick n00b. Something about searing sophistry
and prelapsarian catpiss. Incomplete, bottomline.
Eddy prostrates before the doorjamb in defeat.
Daniel Y. Harris is the author of Esophagus Writ (with Rupert M. Loydell, The Knives Forks and Spoons Press, 2014), Hyperlinks of Anxiety(Cervena Barva Press, 2013), The New Arcana (with John Amen, NYQ Books, 2012), Paul Celan and the Messiah’s Broken Levered Tongue (with Adam Shechter, Cervena Barva Press, 2010; picked by The Jewish Forward as one of the 5 most important Jewish poetry books of 2010) and Unio Mystica (Cross-Cultural Communications, 2009). Some of his poetry, experimental writing, art, and essays have been published inBlazeVOX, Denver Quarterly, European Judaism, Exquisite Corpse, The New York Quarterly, In Posse Review, The Pedestal Magazine, Poetry Magazine.com and Poetry Salzburg Review. He is the Chairman of the Board of Directors of The New York Quarterly Foundation. His website iswww.danielyharris.com.
The logic of a base is misnomer and defamation.
Eddy overrehearses his punk-garage band, Libido
of Eunuch’s, antipop single “Brat Crud Harbinger,”
grafted as condemned stock and mutation mass,
itching to pierce the shape-shifters on a night
of tribunals in flash drives. Sequences of toxic
side-effects coaxed from pricked licks and one
octave chants, court triumphalists to mock-up
and bulk. Eddy Daemon sashays his effete bod
against the press and the bleak community who
seek his agony as black-purple lump strangled
beside a hacked-off head. They’re spoilsports
of an ancient peoplehood. We’re the bystanders.
Eddy’s the falsely accused executioner’s heir.
Nebuchadnezzar 587
Fatigued with indolence, blunted by a clichéd
Mesmerism—haggard, stony, half-buried wreck
and autoclave of ambition, Eddy Daemon sports
a gigantic horn of spite and ushers in a minute
era of hyphenation and circumventing sleights:
nerve-gleamed, raw-seamed, witty-sullen-jowled,
ghost-crabbed, thorn-tattered, messiah-hived-sick,
god-castrated, sod-smutted, swivel-jerked and tasty
morseled feminazi as manbearpig in low mondaze.
How unjubilant and malice-yielded! Nothing stays
the course, gloss-throated and flaked in foaming
at the mouth. Cylinders and spires pass from sight.
There’s no chance to get a bearing. Even to scroll
back to Ezra’s Walt concession stigmatizes clarity.
Anthropoid 3761
It all comes down to the prophesied sedge:
achenes and solid stems, the blackthorned scag
skullcap and skinsuit of woody lobes with spikelets.
In the marsh, the worn down nub of concupiscent
curds ribs the mascary buggered one or another
as plunger-name of the raw crease. Today, Eddy’s
nosed, clutching his sachet of cosmetics in his gold
clipped komodo-dragon bag. No nostalgia. No edits.
No quiddity with its affected monism. It’s the last
season of day one. We’re on our way kthxbai! Omg
liek u wana c my fab nu jurnal? Dude, no, you make
me sick n00b. Something about searing sophistry
and prelapsarian catpiss. Incomplete, bottomline.
Eddy prostrates before the doorjamb in defeat.
Daniel Y. Harris is the author of Esophagus Writ (with Rupert M. Loydell, The Knives Forks and Spoons Press, 2014), Hyperlinks of Anxiety(Cervena Barva Press, 2013), The New Arcana (with John Amen, NYQ Books, 2012), Paul Celan and the Messiah’s Broken Levered Tongue (with Adam Shechter, Cervena Barva Press, 2010; picked by The Jewish Forward as one of the 5 most important Jewish poetry books of 2010) and Unio Mystica (Cross-Cultural Communications, 2009). Some of his poetry, experimental writing, art, and essays have been published inBlazeVOX, Denver Quarterly, European Judaism, Exquisite Corpse, The New York Quarterly, In Posse Review, The Pedestal Magazine, Poetry Magazine.com and Poetry Salzburg Review. He is the Chairman of the Board of Directors of The New York Quarterly Foundation. His website iswww.danielyharris.com.
Saturday, August 22, 2015
Allison Grayhurst Knows That History Is A Hyena Locked In Spiraling Aberrations, Making Patterns On The Naked Land
Desires Traversed
There are lines that frame me in negative expectations.
There are sweet tufts of weeds I would like to pet like a kitten. And
eyelashes that spark a gentle nostalgia. There are too many eras
walked through, never to be re-entered, and remnants of lore and legends
like pigeon droppings on pavement, washed away by storm.
I have grown too used to the drapes being closed,
to all mannerisms of my fugitive vitality being ignored. Saturn is a vacuum,
galactic in its weighty substance and in its cold temperature push -
condensing my liquid garden into impenetrable ice.
A tightening in my intestines. Shoelaces undone and left.
I eat the seeds I am supposed to discard. I am beyond knowing if
I am broken. And oh the circle of things! Up the escalator.
Colour-coded stars. A dermal abrasion.
Things conspire like sunken feet in the mire
unwinding of doom. Archaeology I cannot speak of,
guaranteeing a false result. Straining to sound a faith that will cleanse.
Distances crossed, to point to and witness
the handicap of being a single being
amongst a kaleidoscope of organic tapestry.
Shifting to let go, to imagine archangel
power and not have it substituted with
a neutralizing force. Force that immunizes
growth from the throes of artful transformation.
There are hills and hallways that draw me to their altars.
Little did I know that dreams too long waited on become waterlogged,
that suffering is not a stigma or a banner to flaunt, and love
is mostly about honouring inner limitations,
challenging them to consolidate, regain momentum then
unequivocally be breached or be immutably restored.
I am dissolved into this squeezing, into denying
the little that I know that quivers precise, deconstructing the intricate
solidity of greed and hard resilient walls.
Orbits are barb-wired.
Countdowns counting, dictating short spurt breaths. As my tendons stretch
only in my imagination. And these doorways become
sunsets I stand straddled across.
History is a hyena, grotesquely curved,
pulling down royal constellations. I have learned that peace can be a pyre
were loins burn exquisite, can also be a dishonest maturing,
where desires are reduced to fruit flies annoyances,
where coming to terms with reality is a step toward
entropy.
Little did I know that bodies melt with their spirits –
more than dead houses or gloves, defining one tick, one
conjoining of fibres, pulsing a fingerprint, pulsing one lifetime
possessed.
Yes
I will stay with you,
acknowledging the four factors that create warriors, faces
of ceramic gods. Taking in these four tides - erratic electrical fumes;
unarguable weight; ripe stiffening; charitable manoeuvring -
this potently controlled receiving, snapping us into a place
where we are never betrayed by our mutual craving for equal depth and ideals.
The way you look when my eyes are closed. I see a visceral chemistry
copulating in your vascular system, changing the consistency of your skin,
showering you with oil. These pressure points owned, wrapped in dark honey -
a sticky rich worship and weeping - myself, dripping against you, inside
a red whirlwind of our joined imaginations.
We have walked rooftops, looked down and felt at home.
We worked many nights on forgiveness, smashing snowglobe sceneries,
defusing any fantastical expectation just to be honest
when we finally awoke, to take each other blatantly,
communing as soulmates should - peeled of barriers, wrapped freely
in fundamental urges and a desperation
for speed.
Pliant movement - karma or coincidence? It matters little, for it is
gathering storm. It reminds me of an unkempt appearance, appearing
weak, watery, but is really like the hollow delicate bone of every bird
built for flight - an aimed and painted arrow, capable of penetrating a crust of sky.
This is our alchemy stripped of ethics. This is us as a curry powder-
and-turmeric mix, mixed, we enhance one another’s scent and tone. Yes,
I will stay with you, stay with our patterns locked
in perfect spiraling aberration, stay on side streets, on wet park floors,
under our green roof, stay with you, holding with solidarity our sunken joys,
precarious compulsions, dandelions or maggots, holding
a constant means of God-given restoration.
My Place
At one end are the setting shapes
of friendships left behind
like the breaking of a mug
or a foggy window.
I leave that end and hold no other.
I stand on the crust of a sandy shore.
Together I swam through the salty flavour
with a dolphin by my side. Alone,
I leave my companion and the waves that serve me no more.
There are things I wish for like
pineapple and starfish fruit. There are
times I believe in the hot sands, believe
in the beautiful face of loneliness. I wave
at the birds and they follow me. I lay still
and the air has filled my thirst. On the
grassy green beyond I know one day I will
move. I know of proud children smiling at the
stars. I know there is nothing that can kill
the large immaculate Love. I died with my flesh.
I am born a new way, cut off from last-year's persona.
I look to the water - its depths
no longer take me in, its blue is but a shallow tone. I close my eyes
and rains descend like an artist's stroke,
making patterns on the naked land.
Allison Grayhurst is a member of the League of Canadian Poets. She has over 625 poems published in more than 300 international journals and anthologies. Her book Somewhere Falling was published by Beach Holme Publishers in 1995. Since then she has published eleven other books of poetry and six collections with Edge Unlimited Publishing. Prior to the publication of Somewhere Falling she had a poetry book published, Common Dream, and four chapbooks published by The Plowman. Her poetry chapbook The River is Blind was published by Ottawa publisher above/ground press in December 2012. In 2014 her chapbook Surrogate Dharma was published by Kind of a Hurricane Press, Barometric Pressures Author Series in October 2014. More recently, she has a chapbook Currents pending publication this August with Pink.Girl.Ink. Press. She lives in Toronto with her family. She also sculpts, working with clay; www.allisongrayhurst.com
Some of places my work has appeared in include Parabola (Alone & Together print issue summer 2012); Literary Orphans; Blue Fifth Review; The American Aesthetic; Agave Magazine; South Florida Arts Journal; Gris-Gris; The Muse – An International Journal of Poetry, Storm Cellar, New Binary Press Anthology; The Brooklyn Voice; Straylight Literary Magazine (print); The Milo Review; Foliate Oak Literary Magazine; The Antigonish Review; Dalhousie Review; The New Quarterly; Wascana Review; Poetry Nottingham International; The Cape Rock; Ayris; Journal of Contemporary Anglo-Scandinavian Poetry; The Toronto Quarterly; Fogged Clarity, Boston Poetry Magazine; Decanto; White Wall Review.
There are lines that frame me in negative expectations.
There are sweet tufts of weeds I would like to pet like a kitten. And
eyelashes that spark a gentle nostalgia. There are too many eras
walked through, never to be re-entered, and remnants of lore and legends
like pigeon droppings on pavement, washed away by storm.
I have grown too used to the drapes being closed,
to all mannerisms of my fugitive vitality being ignored. Saturn is a vacuum,
galactic in its weighty substance and in its cold temperature push -
condensing my liquid garden into impenetrable ice.
A tightening in my intestines. Shoelaces undone and left.
I eat the seeds I am supposed to discard. I am beyond knowing if
I am broken. And oh the circle of things! Up the escalator.
Colour-coded stars. A dermal abrasion.
Things conspire like sunken feet in the mire
unwinding of doom. Archaeology I cannot speak of,
guaranteeing a false result. Straining to sound a faith that will cleanse.
Distances crossed, to point to and witness
the handicap of being a single being
amongst a kaleidoscope of organic tapestry.
Shifting to let go, to imagine archangel
power and not have it substituted with
a neutralizing force. Force that immunizes
growth from the throes of artful transformation.
There are hills and hallways that draw me to their altars.
Little did I know that dreams too long waited on become waterlogged,
that suffering is not a stigma or a banner to flaunt, and love
is mostly about honouring inner limitations,
challenging them to consolidate, regain momentum then
unequivocally be breached or be immutably restored.
I am dissolved into this squeezing, into denying
the little that I know that quivers precise, deconstructing the intricate
solidity of greed and hard resilient walls.
Orbits are barb-wired.
Countdowns counting, dictating short spurt breaths. As my tendons stretch
only in my imagination. And these doorways become
sunsets I stand straddled across.
History is a hyena, grotesquely curved,
pulling down royal constellations. I have learned that peace can be a pyre
were loins burn exquisite, can also be a dishonest maturing,
where desires are reduced to fruit flies annoyances,
where coming to terms with reality is a step toward
entropy.
Little did I know that bodies melt with their spirits –
more than dead houses or gloves, defining one tick, one
conjoining of fibres, pulsing a fingerprint, pulsing one lifetime
possessed.
Yes
I will stay with you,
acknowledging the four factors that create warriors, faces
of ceramic gods. Taking in these four tides - erratic electrical fumes;
unarguable weight; ripe stiffening; charitable manoeuvring -
this potently controlled receiving, snapping us into a place
where we are never betrayed by our mutual craving for equal depth and ideals.
The way you look when my eyes are closed. I see a visceral chemistry
copulating in your vascular system, changing the consistency of your skin,
showering you with oil. These pressure points owned, wrapped in dark honey -
a sticky rich worship and weeping - myself, dripping against you, inside
a red whirlwind of our joined imaginations.
We have walked rooftops, looked down and felt at home.
We worked many nights on forgiveness, smashing snowglobe sceneries,
defusing any fantastical expectation just to be honest
when we finally awoke, to take each other blatantly,
communing as soulmates should - peeled of barriers, wrapped freely
in fundamental urges and a desperation
for speed.
Pliant movement - karma or coincidence? It matters little, for it is
gathering storm. It reminds me of an unkempt appearance, appearing
weak, watery, but is really like the hollow delicate bone of every bird
built for flight - an aimed and painted arrow, capable of penetrating a crust of sky.
This is our alchemy stripped of ethics. This is us as a curry powder-
and-turmeric mix, mixed, we enhance one another’s scent and tone. Yes,
I will stay with you, stay with our patterns locked
in perfect spiraling aberration, stay on side streets, on wet park floors,
under our green roof, stay with you, holding with solidarity our sunken joys,
precarious compulsions, dandelions or maggots, holding
a constant means of God-given restoration.
My Place
At one end are the setting shapes
of friendships left behind
like the breaking of a mug
or a foggy window.
I leave that end and hold no other.
I stand on the crust of a sandy shore.
Together I swam through the salty flavour
with a dolphin by my side. Alone,
I leave my companion and the waves that serve me no more.
There are things I wish for like
pineapple and starfish fruit. There are
times I believe in the hot sands, believe
in the beautiful face of loneliness. I wave
at the birds and they follow me. I lay still
and the air has filled my thirst. On the
grassy green beyond I know one day I will
move. I know of proud children smiling at the
stars. I know there is nothing that can kill
the large immaculate Love. I died with my flesh.
I am born a new way, cut off from last-year's persona.
I look to the water - its depths
no longer take me in, its blue is but a shallow tone. I close my eyes
and rains descend like an artist's stroke,
making patterns on the naked land.
Allison Grayhurst is a member of the League of Canadian Poets. She has over 625 poems published in more than 300 international journals and anthologies. Her book Somewhere Falling was published by Beach Holme Publishers in 1995. Since then she has published eleven other books of poetry and six collections with Edge Unlimited Publishing. Prior to the publication of Somewhere Falling she had a poetry book published, Common Dream, and four chapbooks published by The Plowman. Her poetry chapbook The River is Blind was published by Ottawa publisher above/ground press in December 2012. In 2014 her chapbook Surrogate Dharma was published by Kind of a Hurricane Press, Barometric Pressures Author Series in October 2014. More recently, she has a chapbook Currents pending publication this August with Pink.Girl.Ink. Press. She lives in Toronto with her family. She also sculpts, working with clay; www.allisongrayhurst.com
Some of places my work has appeared in include Parabola (Alone & Together print issue summer 2012); Literary Orphans; Blue Fifth Review; The American Aesthetic; Agave Magazine; South Florida Arts Journal; Gris-Gris; The Muse – An International Journal of Poetry, Storm Cellar, New Binary Press Anthology; The Brooklyn Voice; Straylight Literary Magazine (print); The Milo Review; Foliate Oak Literary Magazine; The Antigonish Review; Dalhousie Review; The New Quarterly; Wascana Review; Poetry Nottingham International; The Cape Rock; Ayris; Journal of Contemporary Anglo-Scandinavian Poetry; The Toronto Quarterly; Fogged Clarity, Boston Poetry Magazine; Decanto; White Wall Review.
Wednesday, August 5, 2015
Scott Thomas Outlar and the Entropy of the Harbinger's Cackle
Bloody on Both Ends
I fell in love with a future
that didn’t quite make it out of the womb;
scissors went straight to the throat
like the dagger placed in my side.
She said it’d be easier this way
as I stumbled to the edge of the pier;
I fell deep into the clear blue
just looking for somewhere to come clean.
Private Viewing
They tied me here
and rode away
that I may waste alone
at the edge of world’s abyss
to watch the coming storm
as gray clouds ominously merge
to form a blackness as dark as the reaper’s cloak
Zigzag bolts of electric anger
singe the evening air
with crackling anticipation
of a flood, a fire, a tragedy, a miracle
My eyes close briefly
as exhaustion sets in –
my body worn down
my mind a puddle of mush –
but shots of roaring thunder
jerk me back awake
that I may serve my sentenced fate
and watch the approaching storm
as it gathers ghastly momentum
Rushing forward with swift precision
the hammer of karma is being delivered
with a shot, a shout, a scream,
a maniacal laugh, a harbinger’s cackle
The final respite draws near
The calm is eerie
in the eye of the storm
The devastation on the front end
left the world in bloody ruins
though I know
a fate much worse still lies ahead
With every agonizing breath
I’m forced to anticipate
the hellish violence
that will soon be unleashed
by the horsemen and angels of death
who tied me here
to force this wretched catastrophic viewing
If this is Revelation
then I don’t want any part of it
I witness the heavens crack open
but no savior rides in
to stop the carnage being wrought
It’s all the Devil’s due being taken this day
raped and torn and twisted
back to ash and dirt and dust
If this is the Second Coming
the picture is certainly not as pretty
as we’d been led to believe in the pews
No pearly gates, no gold paved streets,
no family reunion, no crown, no throne
It’s all brimstone charcoal chaos
from where I’m sitting
Finally let loose in the wasteland
as my binds are removed
by the same crows
that plucked my eyes out earlier
after they’d seen the final moments
of a once great creation fall in ruins
The arid earth is smoldering and sizzling
beneath my charred bare skin
My flesh melts in agony as I crawl
along toward nowhere and nothing
A nomad in the furnace with
no water, no well, not even a mirage
I’ve seen my last vision, it would seem
Mr. Rosy
Every clever turn of phrase,
every perfect point of view,
every lesson learned in time,
every hardship overcome through will,
every snapshot picture captured,
every first kiss goose bump fever,
every sweet dream lullaby,
every test aced,
every challenge bested,
every urge toward evolution,
every ancestral DNA passed forward,
every mountain scaled,
every ocean swam across,
every rise from the ashes,
every new vintage of wine bottled,
every cycle around the sun,
every burst womb with crying babe,
every close embrace on the dance floor,
every pillow talk session that heals a soul,
every sunrise,
every solar eclipse,
every full moon,
every flower that grows up from the soil…
will all one day wither and return to the same dirt,
to the same plot,
to the same grave,
to the same entropy,
to the same final resting place –
Scott Thomas Outlar survived both the fire and the flood...barely. Now he dances with celebratory fervor while waiting on the next round of chaos to commence, spending the hours flowing and fluxing with the tide of the Tao River while laughing at and/or weeping over the existential nature of life. Links to his chapbook and other published work can be found at 17numa.wordpress.com.
Monday, July 27, 2015
John Gartland Traverses the Suwintawong Highway Through A Minoan Maze of Lies Amongst Hypocrites And Madmen
from The Second Book of Inundations.
Bangkok De Profundis.
In a time of rising waters,
He has cried to thee oh Lord.
It was becoming hard to bear,
waking up each morning as a cockroach.
His junkie girlfriend stole the laptop,
the phone kept ringing at odd hours,
and insomniacs haunted him,
invading his rooms to smoke Old Delirium
in strange contraptions, fashioned
from detergent bottles and glass tubing.
False prophets network,
scares and admonitions,
“Seek shelter from the coming flood”
for markets fall, and pundits pall
like necromancers shocked by futures,
awed at stocks’ exposed positions.
More flashbacks of those corpses wrapped
in blood-stained sheets where Hades meets Suwintawong highway,
and demons dressed as strutting cops
play out satanic games with car wrecks
and six lanes of hurtling pick-ups,
loaded with the damned.
Nothing stops, apart from hoping,
in that darkness;
hoping, and the grand design of God.
Years of debris; a throwaway world
is gagging his high watermark.
The residue of empires, dismembered ideologies,
gangrenous mullahs,
severed heads in doggie bags,
girls stoned to death by dumper truck
where high tech. serves Islamic rigour;
and women’s bodies, feared
and lashed with equal vigour,
float the septic tide to state,
that, rotting, raped and subjugate,
masked, or beauty acid-scarred,
this jealous hate redeems some family’s honour
and the keeping of a slave.
“Seek shelter from the coming flood!”.
More warnings from the networks
of disaster in plain sight.
Infected by the future
and recoiling from the light,
from the morning watch,
to subliminal night, Lord,
he channel-hops the ads. and lies,
awaits the blind inexorable wave.
Let thine ears be attentive
to the voice of his supplication.
Please take his urgent call oh Lord,
extend to him religion's consolation.
2
Icons of old wizard monks,
expensive relics in a locket,
the sacred, decorated trunks of
twisted, bent, revered old trees,
an idol, or a totem,
or the fetish of of a prophet,
an amulet of Vishnu,
or a string of merit-making beads
to finger in a pocket.
A road map of the Tree of Life,
a prayer mat, sacrificial knife,
a sacred stone they venerate,
a holy spring where they prostrate,
and, chanting loudly, flagellate;
some mutilation rituals they find,
somehow express their
tortured, ingrown toenail of a mind.
To these they bow, by these they wait,
for heaven’s ultimate blind date;
hypnosis by a holy book,
subservience to a priestly look.
Yea Lord, he drinks a bitter cup,
deliverance eludes him yet.
The creator, playing hard to get,
has, once more, frankly, stood him up.
3
Manipulation, thought correction,
machiavellian misdirection.
Digesting God's indifference,
inhaling insignificance,
in times of rising waters,
a Minoan maze of lies.
The sacred books, the king, the host,
those feet at which men grovel most;
the bloodstained flag, the Holy Ghost,
the biggest fairy tales require
most pious genuflection,
and these the thinking cockroach
will contemptuously despise.
Insomniac transexuals
are texting, seeking parts again.
Awake within the whispering walls,
illumination swirls and falls
to fractals in a pipe bulb,
when, aware God’s not returning calls,
or dealing absolution,
he crawls out of the depths, not least
to shun the poisonous fix of priests,
and charter his own flight to dissolution.
4
For, Lord, he’s turned his back upon
some name we may not utter
without slavish self-abasement,
the mediaeval violence policing laws of love;
a million milling zealots
trampling by their sacred monolith;
psychosis aping saintliness,
when push comes to fanatic shove.
And the globalised multiplex; virtual reality,
brand slaves on Prozac grazing the mall.
Where history simply is discarded fashion,
junk’s TV, rap culture, and soundbite celebrities,
mainlining cage fights, an armchair in hell.
In a time of rising waters,
He has cried to thee, oh Lord.
Last call for oblivion, welcome aboard.
Let thine ears be attentive... attentive oh Lord!
Last call for oblivion, we’ve darkness on board.
THE THIRD BOOK OF INUNDATIONS
STAND-UP.
At such a perfect moment, Death will come
and take me to the water. Still, I hear
his stripped-down opening drum.
At such a perfect moment…
Of course, you wouldn’t KNOW
you’re nuts, IF you WERE nuts.
They’re wailing at the hour of prayer.
Deejay Nemesis plays Old Wave,
with a bad rep,
hot licks from the dark side,
microwaves in lockstep.
No question, man; I’m fried.
I may need to take this further,
with a witch-doctor or shrink,
but, the River and the Abyss;
always closer than you think:
will be
taking you,
down.
“And what if your clear sanity’s their Crazy?”
This aphorism I extracted from a Christmas cracker,
Then another, more intriguing,
“Hold the River, and the Abyss,
closer to you, always”.
Nobody laughed at my aphorism.
People fiddled with their party hats,
so I repeated it
“Hold the River, and the Abyss, closer to you, always”.
Squeezed it out, like Ahmed, in a passion,
comforting his favourite camel
from behind.
Special!
Ejaculated it again.
A lot of people left the party,
right away.
It was like the end of Christmas, in the West.
More fun than an exploding vest.
“Yes! How the cracker’s holy verses
Have dogged me, Moriarty!”
Sometimes I step into other scripts,
But, doesn’t everybody?
“You want to spread your
Prayer-mat mind for me?”
I said it again,
“You want to pull the holy cracker,
share these verses with me?”
And licked my open mouth;
Special!
No stopping it, then. The entire building
was evacuated by the government,
directly into the President’s face.
The whole, rotten, poxy, scat-trip, daily-life-load,
harlot politicians, with their asses up for big oil,
mutilated children, auto-destructive muslims,
slaves and stonings, bombings and beheadings on TV,
sharia shit, and PC lube, a rectal cocktail from the cosmic tube,
royally blown, and voided in the Chief’s visage.
Comparisons will fail to match the charnel reek
of this vast oil slick of GM demon seed,
enough to give a skunk a hard-on for a week!
Special!
Like I said, everybody drowns.
How good a fucking gig is that?
The Capital is inundated,
and channels of communication
gagged over a large area.
And even the head-hangman
is choked with a real big one,
and the drones are down.
And phones, and everyone
else in town, are dead,
FINITO! And welcome;
your card got swiped,
the truth is halal overnight,
and all your deepest fears;
are realized;
No jury but fuckwit mullahs,
and no other judge but Dread.
Hey, only joking! Why so serious?
Only joking!
I can’t stand-up any longer.
Time has surely come, to pause,
to ask you, for a hand-job…….
You know, …… I mean, ……. your applause.
THE INSTITUTE OF MOCKERY
1 / The Flag Raising
Students stand in line at the flag raising.
The chosen, handle its folded cloth, much
as a priest reveres the Shroud.
“Today, class, as we raise the flag”…..
Whores and hitmen, billionaires and feudalists,
extortion, oppression, ignorance, and worse.
Religious shams, and corporate scams and cover-ups
ubiquitous corruption, rape, and slavery,
each government as a smash and grab
job, inflicted on the public purse.
“Today, class, we unfurl the flag”….
cue martial music, and the staff’s respectful silence.
Hope’s buried in ten thousand secret places,
today, as we salute the flag.
The students soak it in, with vacant faces.
2/ To the Escapees from the Flag-Raising.
Don’t run this way, fugitives.
Poetry’s just the grappling
of language and confusion,
poetry’s just a groping for the light,
Sometimes it’s an act of love,
and sometimes absolution,
always, it’s a state of exile,
often it’s a fight.
Don’t run this way, fugitives.
3/ Lost at Loco’s
I heard him laugh,
“Don’t talk value to me, you nut.
Where else on the planet can you
buy an iced beer and a joint
For less than five, U.S..?
Second round, you’re already trashed, then
looking out of this big window, and above the mess… “
Ramshackle carts and taxis thread the shabby condos and shacks along a narrow soi, straggling to the dusty temple, all lining a poisonous canal. Motor cycle taxis, occasional asian beauties negotiate the speed bumps,
and a motorized noodle vendor in a black tee shirt, marked End Game, skirts expertly round wheezing joggers and two boys on weaving tricycles. A woman in a four by four, letting her motor run,
doesn’t bat an eye, as a pickup with thirty men, standing, packed solidly as brooms on that brush vendor’s cart, sweeps by.
And all the time, the deals are done.
Sudden wailings from some mosque…
“It’s a fucking madhouse out there. Between me and you,I mean, seriously ….”
Two cops, bulging from a motorcycle, scouting for some shakedown they can try, cruise through.
Security man across the street in Mao suit and a golf cap, casts his gimlet gaze our way, leans on the sliding gate to a forbidden land,
tubular steel, chest height, tubular steel, in red and white….
Suddenly, it is hours later, and dark.
“We’re lodged between the cracks of tyranny”, he smiles,
….and doomed to lose. Personally,
I would choose to franchise Loco’s,
as an antidote to fear and loathing”.
The street outside of Loco’s now is quiet for the night
Tubular steel, chest height, tubular steel, in red and white.
It is six hours to flag-raising.
John Gartland is one of Bangkok’s more interesting expatriates. Born in Northern England, he graduated with honors in English from Newcastle University, and has a Master’s degree in Elizabethan and Shakespearian Drama. He spent time in the United States, worked in the government sector, in sales, in the telecommunications business, as a rock n’ roll writer-producer, and as college lecturer and professor in four countries. He’s travelled a lot. He recently returned to Bangkok after stints as visiting professor of English Writing at the Korea National University of Education, and as lecturer in English and Communications, in Oman. John thrives on live performance; at venues such as Night of Noir III, in Bangkok, and, with the noted band, Krom, at Meta House in Phnom Penh, Cambodia. He reads at regular gigs in Bangkok. Also a published novelist, John has had two poetry collections published, “Gravity’s Fool” and “Poetry Without Frontiers”, the latter, with Irish poet and prominent Gaelic scholar, Tom Hodgins.
Bangkok De Profundis.
In a time of rising waters,
He has cried to thee oh Lord.
It was becoming hard to bear,
waking up each morning as a cockroach.
His junkie girlfriend stole the laptop,
the phone kept ringing at odd hours,
and insomniacs haunted him,
invading his rooms to smoke Old Delirium
in strange contraptions, fashioned
from detergent bottles and glass tubing.
False prophets network,
scares and admonitions,
“Seek shelter from the coming flood”
for markets fall, and pundits pall
like necromancers shocked by futures,
awed at stocks’ exposed positions.
More flashbacks of those corpses wrapped
in blood-stained sheets where Hades meets Suwintawong highway,
and demons dressed as strutting cops
play out satanic games with car wrecks
and six lanes of hurtling pick-ups,
loaded with the damned.
Nothing stops, apart from hoping,
in that darkness;
hoping, and the grand design of God.
Years of debris; a throwaway world
is gagging his high watermark.
The residue of empires, dismembered ideologies,
gangrenous mullahs,
severed heads in doggie bags,
girls stoned to death by dumper truck
where high tech. serves Islamic rigour;
and women’s bodies, feared
and lashed with equal vigour,
float the septic tide to state,
that, rotting, raped and subjugate,
masked, or beauty acid-scarred,
this jealous hate redeems some family’s honour
and the keeping of a slave.
“Seek shelter from the coming flood!”.
More warnings from the networks
of disaster in plain sight.
Infected by the future
and recoiling from the light,
from the morning watch,
to subliminal night, Lord,
he channel-hops the ads. and lies,
awaits the blind inexorable wave.
Let thine ears be attentive
to the voice of his supplication.
Please take his urgent call oh Lord,
extend to him religion's consolation.
2
Icons of old wizard monks,
expensive relics in a locket,
the sacred, decorated trunks of
twisted, bent, revered old trees,
an idol, or a totem,
or the fetish of of a prophet,
an amulet of Vishnu,
or a string of merit-making beads
to finger in a pocket.
A road map of the Tree of Life,
a prayer mat, sacrificial knife,
a sacred stone they venerate,
a holy spring where they prostrate,
and, chanting loudly, flagellate;
some mutilation rituals they find,
somehow express their
tortured, ingrown toenail of a mind.
To these they bow, by these they wait,
for heaven’s ultimate blind date;
hypnosis by a holy book,
subservience to a priestly look.
Yea Lord, he drinks a bitter cup,
deliverance eludes him yet.
The creator, playing hard to get,
has, once more, frankly, stood him up.
3
Manipulation, thought correction,
machiavellian misdirection.
Digesting God's indifference,
inhaling insignificance,
in times of rising waters,
a Minoan maze of lies.
The sacred books, the king, the host,
those feet at which men grovel most;
the bloodstained flag, the Holy Ghost,
the biggest fairy tales require
most pious genuflection,
and these the thinking cockroach
will contemptuously despise.
Insomniac transexuals
are texting, seeking parts again.
Awake within the whispering walls,
illumination swirls and falls
to fractals in a pipe bulb,
when, aware God’s not returning calls,
or dealing absolution,
he crawls out of the depths, not least
to shun the poisonous fix of priests,
and charter his own flight to dissolution.
4
For, Lord, he’s turned his back upon
some name we may not utter
without slavish self-abasement,
the mediaeval violence policing laws of love;
a million milling zealots
trampling by their sacred monolith;
psychosis aping saintliness,
when push comes to fanatic shove.
And the globalised multiplex; virtual reality,
brand slaves on Prozac grazing the mall.
Where history simply is discarded fashion,
junk’s TV, rap culture, and soundbite celebrities,
mainlining cage fights, an armchair in hell.
In a time of rising waters,
He has cried to thee, oh Lord.
Last call for oblivion, welcome aboard.
Let thine ears be attentive... attentive oh Lord!
Last call for oblivion, we’ve darkness on board.
THE THIRD BOOK OF INUNDATIONS
STAND-UP.
At such a perfect moment, Death will come
and take me to the water. Still, I hear
his stripped-down opening drum.
At such a perfect moment…
Of course, you wouldn’t KNOW
you’re nuts, IF you WERE nuts.
They’re wailing at the hour of prayer.
Deejay Nemesis plays Old Wave,
with a bad rep,
hot licks from the dark side,
microwaves in lockstep.
No question, man; I’m fried.
I may need to take this further,
with a witch-doctor or shrink,
but, the River and the Abyss;
always closer than you think:
will be
taking you,
down.
“And what if your clear sanity’s their Crazy?”
This aphorism I extracted from a Christmas cracker,
Then another, more intriguing,
“Hold the River, and the Abyss,
closer to you, always”.
Nobody laughed at my aphorism.
People fiddled with their party hats,
so I repeated it
“Hold the River, and the Abyss, closer to you, always”.
Squeezed it out, like Ahmed, in a passion,
comforting his favourite camel
from behind.
Special!
Ejaculated it again.
A lot of people left the party,
right away.
It was like the end of Christmas, in the West.
More fun than an exploding vest.
“Yes! How the cracker’s holy verses
Have dogged me, Moriarty!”
Sometimes I step into other scripts,
But, doesn’t everybody?
“You want to spread your
Prayer-mat mind for me?”
I said it again,
“You want to pull the holy cracker,
share these verses with me?”
And licked my open mouth;
Special!
No stopping it, then. The entire building
was evacuated by the government,
directly into the President’s face.
The whole, rotten, poxy, scat-trip, daily-life-load,
harlot politicians, with their asses up for big oil,
mutilated children, auto-destructive muslims,
slaves and stonings, bombings and beheadings on TV,
sharia shit, and PC lube, a rectal cocktail from the cosmic tube,
royally blown, and voided in the Chief’s visage.
Comparisons will fail to match the charnel reek
of this vast oil slick of GM demon seed,
enough to give a skunk a hard-on for a week!
Special!
Like I said, everybody drowns.
How good a fucking gig is that?
The Capital is inundated,
and channels of communication
gagged over a large area.
And even the head-hangman
is choked with a real big one,
and the drones are down.
And phones, and everyone
else in town, are dead,
FINITO! And welcome;
your card got swiped,
the truth is halal overnight,
and all your deepest fears;
are realized;
No jury but fuckwit mullahs,
and no other judge but Dread.
Hey, only joking! Why so serious?
Only joking!
I can’t stand-up any longer.
Time has surely come, to pause,
to ask you, for a hand-job…….
You know, …… I mean, ……. your applause.
THE INSTITUTE OF MOCKERY
1 / The Flag Raising
Students stand in line at the flag raising.
The chosen, handle its folded cloth, much
as a priest reveres the Shroud.
“Today, class, as we raise the flag”…..
Whores and hitmen, billionaires and feudalists,
extortion, oppression, ignorance, and worse.
Religious shams, and corporate scams and cover-ups
ubiquitous corruption, rape, and slavery,
each government as a smash and grab
job, inflicted on the public purse.
“Today, class, we unfurl the flag”….
cue martial music, and the staff’s respectful silence.
Hope’s buried in ten thousand secret places,
today, as we salute the flag.
The students soak it in, with vacant faces.
2/ To the Escapees from the Flag-Raising.
Don’t run this way, fugitives.
Poetry’s just the grappling
of language and confusion,
poetry’s just a groping for the light,
Sometimes it’s an act of love,
and sometimes absolution,
always, it’s a state of exile,
often it’s a fight.
Don’t run this way, fugitives.
3/ Lost at Loco’s
I heard him laugh,
“Don’t talk value to me, you nut.
Where else on the planet can you
buy an iced beer and a joint
For less than five, U.S..?
Second round, you’re already trashed, then
looking out of this big window, and above the mess… “
Ramshackle carts and taxis thread the shabby condos and shacks along a narrow soi, straggling to the dusty temple, all lining a poisonous canal. Motor cycle taxis, occasional asian beauties negotiate the speed bumps,
and a motorized noodle vendor in a black tee shirt, marked End Game, skirts expertly round wheezing joggers and two boys on weaving tricycles. A woman in a four by four, letting her motor run,
doesn’t bat an eye, as a pickup with thirty men, standing, packed solidly as brooms on that brush vendor’s cart, sweeps by.
And all the time, the deals are done.
Sudden wailings from some mosque…
“It’s a fucking madhouse out there. Between me and you,I mean, seriously ….”
Two cops, bulging from a motorcycle, scouting for some shakedown they can try, cruise through.
Security man across the street in Mao suit and a golf cap, casts his gimlet gaze our way, leans on the sliding gate to a forbidden land,
tubular steel, chest height, tubular steel, in red and white….
Suddenly, it is hours later, and dark.
“We’re lodged between the cracks of tyranny”, he smiles,
….and doomed to lose. Personally,
I would choose to franchise Loco’s,
as an antidote to fear and loathing”.
The street outside of Loco’s now is quiet for the night
Tubular steel, chest height, tubular steel, in red and white.
It is six hours to flag-raising.
John Gartland is one of Bangkok’s more interesting expatriates. Born in Northern England, he graduated with honors in English from Newcastle University, and has a Master’s degree in Elizabethan and Shakespearian Drama. He spent time in the United States, worked in the government sector, in sales, in the telecommunications business, as a rock n’ roll writer-producer, and as college lecturer and professor in four countries. He’s travelled a lot. He recently returned to Bangkok after stints as visiting professor of English Writing at the Korea National University of Education, and as lecturer in English and Communications, in Oman. John thrives on live performance; at venues such as Night of Noir III, in Bangkok, and, with the noted band, Krom, at Meta House in Phnom Penh, Cambodia. He reads at regular gigs in Bangkok. Also a published novelist, John has had two poetry collections published, “Gravity’s Fool” and “Poetry Without Frontiers”, the latter, with Irish poet and prominent Gaelic scholar, Tom Hodgins.
Saturday, July 18, 2015
April Salzano With Absent Aura And The Color Of Silence
Because Laundry
isn’t something you do,
it’s something you wear, clean
clothes are easy to take for granted.
Because dinner isn’t something you make,
it’s something you eat, a full gut
is just another need fulfilled.
Because pleasure isn’t something you give,
it’s something you take, sex
has become a lot less frequent.
Because poetry isn’t something you write,
it’s something you read, value
isn’t borne of words.
Because respect isn’t something you earn,
it’s something you demand,
you stand tall enough to cast a shadow.
Because time isn’t something you make,
it’s something you lose, days
always end against your will.
Because angry isn’t something you get,
it’s something you are,
forgiveness is a word you do not understand.
To Cross or Not to Cross
fingers, bridges, boundaries.
The stillness is rhetorical. There
is no answer, no salvaging
punctuation to bottle. Neck
in hand, I begin to lose,
first sight, then sound, tunnel down
into a blue-blank that turns
white as absent aura.
legs, time, over.
The fall was inevitable. Here
is the answer, a saving. Grace
escapes me last, just before
anger and survival
instinct. I remember the dark
cavern of yesterday not as a time,
but as a place, a space occupied
by twins, conjoined at the soul.
I go black when I have travelled too far
into memory’s cave.
eyes, my heart, distance.
The infinite becomes reached
and realized, epiphanic in its vision.
Between is home, neutral
territory for words at war. Behind
my enemy’s lines, I wave
a white flag. Drowning, I
stop the futile flapping
of arms against a current
stronger than both of us.
Hearing Here
The color of silence is caramel,
a sticky nothingness dragged through
by repetition of sounds that have already passed,
a trick the brain plays to create stimulation.
A bird chirping, house settling as if breathing
a pause, a pipe, a floorboard, random tap. Repeat
sounds until I can no longer resurrect them
from memory and listen to noises from my own
body. Ears ring a high pitched tune, almost
an octave above capture. Eyelashes scrape
against pillow. Blood moves heavy to heart
and back. Cilia whistles in nasal cavity.
Circular sound of breath. The pattern
won’t hold. Saliva swallowed. Fridge hums.
I imagine traffic a mile away rolling
toward some irrelevant destination.
Woodpecker knocks on dead trunk.
Eyes open and it all disappears.
April Salzano teaches college writing in Pennsylvania and is currently working on a memoir on raising a child with autism along with several collections of poetry. Her work has been twice nominated for a Pushcart Award and has appeared in journals such as The Camel Saloon, Centrifugal Eye, Deadsnakes, Visceral Uterus, Salome, Poetry Quarterly, Writing Tomorrow and Rattle. Her first chapbook, The Girl of My Dreams, is forthcoming in spring 2015 from Dancing Girl Press. The author serves as co-editor at Kind of a Hurricane Press (www.kindofahurricanepress.com).
isn’t something you do,
it’s something you wear, clean
clothes are easy to take for granted.
Because dinner isn’t something you make,
it’s something you eat, a full gut
is just another need fulfilled.
Because pleasure isn’t something you give,
it’s something you take, sex
has become a lot less frequent.
Because poetry isn’t something you write,
it’s something you read, value
isn’t borne of words.
Because respect isn’t something you earn,
it’s something you demand,
you stand tall enough to cast a shadow.
Because time isn’t something you make,
it’s something you lose, days
always end against your will.
Because angry isn’t something you get,
it’s something you are,
forgiveness is a word you do not understand.
To Cross or Not to Cross
fingers, bridges, boundaries.
The stillness is rhetorical. There
is no answer, no salvaging
punctuation to bottle. Neck
in hand, I begin to lose,
first sight, then sound, tunnel down
into a blue-blank that turns
white as absent aura.
legs, time, over.
The fall was inevitable. Here
is the answer, a saving. Grace
escapes me last, just before
anger and survival
instinct. I remember the dark
cavern of yesterday not as a time,
but as a place, a space occupied
by twins, conjoined at the soul.
I go black when I have travelled too far
into memory’s cave.
eyes, my heart, distance.
The infinite becomes reached
and realized, epiphanic in its vision.
Between is home, neutral
territory for words at war. Behind
my enemy’s lines, I wave
a white flag. Drowning, I
stop the futile flapping
of arms against a current
stronger than both of us.
Hearing Here
The color of silence is caramel,
a sticky nothingness dragged through
by repetition of sounds that have already passed,
a trick the brain plays to create stimulation.
A bird chirping, house settling as if breathing
a pause, a pipe, a floorboard, random tap. Repeat
sounds until I can no longer resurrect them
from memory and listen to noises from my own
body. Ears ring a high pitched tune, almost
an octave above capture. Eyelashes scrape
against pillow. Blood moves heavy to heart
and back. Cilia whistles in nasal cavity.
Circular sound of breath. The pattern
won’t hold. Saliva swallowed. Fridge hums.
I imagine traffic a mile away rolling
toward some irrelevant destination.
Woodpecker knocks on dead trunk.
Eyes open and it all disappears.
April Salzano teaches college writing in Pennsylvania and is currently working on a memoir on raising a child with autism along with several collections of poetry. Her work has been twice nominated for a Pushcart Award and has appeared in journals such as The Camel Saloon, Centrifugal Eye, Deadsnakes, Visceral Uterus, Salome, Poetry Quarterly, Writing Tomorrow and Rattle. Her first chapbook, The Girl of My Dreams, is forthcoming in spring 2015 from Dancing Girl Press. The author serves as co-editor at Kind of a Hurricane Press (www.kindofahurricanepress.com).
Tuesday, July 14, 2015
Randy Brown Jr. Speaks of Writer's Block in Utopia
Fighting Writer’s
Block in Google Chat
There’s never enough time.
Time: my ultimate enemy.
Enemy: a friend.
A friend told the red coats where I was hiding.
The red coats made me confess.
And so, here I am,
rotting in a cell made of three hands and numbers I know all
too well.
Time is my enemy.
Who said anything about hell?
Fighting Writer’s Block on Sunday Night
She basked in a bevy of mist.
She was the first of her kind;
from Greece with hugs,
and those who accompanied her—
miles from the tail-end of a current gone south.
She was the best of mine,
even when she was out of her mind.
Ninety-Seconds for
Life
Mural of the unscathed mind,
read me a line from my demise.
And if you could be so kind as to
write with red ink from the souls of
beings who have been reprimanded
for romanticism, skin color, or faith.
My faith has brought me here today,
in a way in which can only be written for
grand screens.
Utopian scenes haunt me in my sleep.
For the sake of humanity, in another life,
I write stories.
For the sake of a family,
I share experiences that would, otherwise,
be characterized as ‘not-real’ if not for
three letters: MFA
Fuck you.
For the sake of those who do not believe,
I walk the blocks of a concrete jungle,
heavy optimism in tote:
Someone else did it here;
written before the eyes of God.
True North
for Julia
It was our dream to be here,
yet I feel as though
I was the one who was extremely serious.
One must be nearly extreme,
desperate,
or borderline insane to
make life altering decisions for dreams.
Or maybe The Sparrow lied,
hiding behind beliefs that
I’d wait,
go away,
or further move mountains to remain within distances of the
asylum.
If we’re all crazy,
but The Sparrow viewed me as the Only
then our cells float side by side in hurricanic tides,
and it is her misunderstanding of perspective
which voids her of truth.
It was our dream to be here.
The Sparrow now nests in a land far from thee.
It was our dream to dream here.
I wonder if she still dreams.
Randy Brown Jr. is a writer, visionary, and creator. He attends The New School's MFA in Creative Writing-Fiction program in New York City. His writing has been published in The Sting, the Student Lifestyle Magazine of Kennesaw State University. He served as a juror for the 2015 NYC Scholastic Writing Competition. He is currently working on his debut novel--a work of literary science fiction."I wonder if she still dreams.
Sunday, July 5, 2015
Christopher Mulrooney and the Prismatic Waistcoat Scintillating by Still Life
Handel at the Hague
down watercourses the overture in F
which is the Thames in all its glory
and upon it the King’s party
making merry as the fashion is considered
all in cascading trills Boulez conducting
petunia
in a vase of some aspect reflecting the light
across its surface as a blot of daintiness
upon its flowered symbols and representations
marking time as it were for the bud to open
and cast its aroma amid gadgets and furnishings
defeat and failure
the 1st gentleman of all Europe
prismatic waistcoat white silken trousers
and an eyepiece yes it is the demm’d
elusive Pimpernel I swear it is true
rolling a barrel of monkeys for you
Christopher Mulrooney is the author of toy balloons (Another New Calligraphy), Rimbaud (Finishing Line Press), and alarm (Shirt Pocket Press). His work has recently appeared in San Francisco Salvo, riverbabble, Dink Mag, Clementine Poetry Journal, and Blue Lotus Review.
down watercourses the overture in F
which is the Thames in all its glory
and upon it the King’s party
making merry as the fashion is considered
all in cascading trills Boulez conducting
petunia
in a vase of some aspect reflecting the light
across its surface as a blot of daintiness
upon its flowered symbols and representations
marking time as it were for the bud to open
and cast its aroma amid gadgets and furnishings
defeat and failure
the 1st gentleman of all Europe
prismatic waistcoat white silken trousers
and an eyepiece yes it is the demm’d
elusive Pimpernel I swear it is true
rolling a barrel of monkeys for you
Christopher Mulrooney is the author of toy balloons (Another New Calligraphy), Rimbaud (Finishing Line Press), and alarm (Shirt Pocket Press). His work has recently appeared in San Francisco Salvo, riverbabble, Dink Mag, Clementine Poetry Journal, and Blue Lotus Review.
Saturday, June 20, 2015
A.J. Huffman and an Ekphrastic Eden
The Hungry Garden
after Nursery by artist James Lott McCarthy
Barren expanse of green, craves color, seed, becomes canvas
for stars. The midnight movement chimes, churns. A rapture
of eruption begins, the constellations consult aurora borealis
before the palette is set. Apollo acquiesces, the star dance begins.
Soon the sky is a volcano, shooting missiles of light in all directions,
but eventually everything must fall. And in the center of this latest
Eden, a lone fountain waits to gather. One star enters, spins
its waters to blue, the next runs them molten gold, blood red follows,
then a rainbow of colors there are no earthly names for. By dawn,
the four pitchered mouths are exhausted, but surrounded by lavish
buds of the coming Spring. This rebirth is both blessing and thank you.
The cold stone of the stature settles in for another bountiful year.
A.J. Huffman has published eleven solo chapbooks and one joint chapbook through various small presses. Her new full-length poetry collection, Another Blood Jet, is now available from Eldritch Press. She has another full-length poetry collection, A Few Bullets Short of Home, scheduled for release in Summer 2015, from mgv2>publishing. She is a Pushcart Prize nominee, and has published over 2000 poems in various national and international journals, including Labletter, The James Dickey Review, Bone Orchard, EgoPHobia, and Kritya. She is also the founding editor of Kind of a Hurricane Press. www.kindofahurricanepress.com
Monday, June 8, 2015
Mitchell Krockmalnik Grabois Speaks of Merfolk, Suicide Convicts, Hollywood Horrors, and Atrophy by Social Media
Nyad
Diana Nyad
exhausted
drops her mask,
custom made to protect her from
jellyfish stings,
onto the sand
Jellies are vicious in the waters between
Cuba and Key West
Key West and Cuba
and they have bedeviled her
her entire life
but now, at 64
she has accomplished her dream
I squat to recover the mask
People’s bodies press around me
Adulation all around
Before I rise
I press the mask to my face
and feel for a moment
what it is like to be Nyad
salt-burned, swollen
weary
triumphant
alone
Guard
It was not immediately clear
how W was able to hang himself
He was on suicide watch
The guard must have had to answer the
call of nature
and maybe he was constipated
He took too long
Maybe he had a magazine in there
a girlie magazine
Maybe it was a newspaper and he
was fascinated by a story
about the events unfolding in Syria
and in the United States
his strong feeling that
World War Three is creeping up on us
and there’s nothing we can do about it
Maybe he had a philosophical moment
in which he recalled his favorite scenes
from Dostoyevsky’s novels
especially Crime and Punishment
We don’t really know how
W got the opportunity
to kill himself
but now he’s gone
The guard feels guilty
feels terrible about it
but he won’t feel that way
for long
Reading Frankenstein
Louise blisses out in Paris
and in return
the universe awards her
a swollen neck gland
She’s reading Frankenstein
and the monster’s neck is swollen too
She was always an impressionable adolescent
She went to a summer creative writing class
and met the famous science-fiction writer H D
H D invited all the students to come up to his mansion
on Mulholland
and when everyone else left
Louise stayed behind
They sat on a couch and she adored him as he told her
how he had written the famous books
that became the famous monster movies
He asked his black house servant
to go out to the garden and cut some
fresh mint for tea
He didn’t give Louise alcohol
or drugs
She was high on being with him
She was only sixteen
He fucked her
she got pregnant
he paid for the abortion
done in a private clinic
used by Hollywood stars
When she was waiting in the lobby
another young girl asked
Do I know you?
She never told her parents
That was the last she saw of H D
Now she’s drinking too much wine in Paris
It’s so many years later
she suddenly remembers him
She’s no longer angry
no longer sees herself
as a victim
She’s reading Frankenstein
for the fifth time
Her neck is swollen
Her friend comes back from the bathroom
lipstick smeared
Someone Mourns His Dog
Someone mourns his dog on Facebook
Someone celebrates a raise
Several people have insomnia
they always do this time of night
I run a record on yellow graph paper
I try to draw conclusions about the
world and the
“universe” by how many people have insomnia
on any given night
by how many people are angry with
other people for being
douche bags or assholes
Sometimes I make bets on horse races
based on this data
as if I could successfully generalize
across life domains
I’m spending way too
much time in front of my
computer
My muscles are getting smaller
and weaker
remarkably fast
Mitchell Krockmalnik Grabois has had over six hundred of his poems and fictions appear in literary magazines in the U.S. and abroad. He has been nominated for the Pushcart Prize for work published in 2012, 2013, and 2014. His novel, Two-Headed Dog, based on his work as a clinical psychologist in a state hospital, is available for Kindle and Nook, or as a print edition. He lives in Denver.
Monday, June 1, 2015
Joe Farley Tells You Something Inside Of An Iceberg
28 Inches of Snow
stuck in the house
no whiskey no chocolate no love
how will I survive?
At The Glacier
I sleep with an iceberg,
warmed by its frost.
Light dances and changes color
against blue-white skin.
I remain hopeful,
ever hopeful
for a slight thaw
or sudden crack
that will change the world
and crush me with beauty.
Joseph Farley received his BA in English from St. Joseph's University, and his MA from Temple University. He edited Axe Factory from 1986 to 2010. Farley writes poetry, fiction, plays and essays. He also performs with Improv on Rye. His books and chapbooks include Suckers, For the Birds, Longing for the Mother Tongue, Waltz of the Meatballs, Her Eyes, and Crow of Night. His work has appeared recently in Bellview Park Pages, Bewildering Tales, Beyond Imagination, BlazeVOX, Crack the Spine, Danse Macabre, Concrete Meat Sheets, Thunder Sandwich, Horror Sleaze Trash, Schlock, T. Gene Davis Speculative Blog, US 1 Worksheets, Verse Wisconsin, Visions and Voices, Whole Beast Rag, Ygdrasil, Literary Hatchet, and the anthologies One Hell of a Christmas, Thirteen O'Clock Press, 2014, and Night Walkers, Thirteen O'Clock Press, 2014.
stuck in the house
no whiskey no chocolate no love
how will I survive?
At The Glacier
I sleep with an iceberg,
warmed by its frost.
Light dances and changes color
against blue-white skin.
I remain hopeful,
ever hopeful
for a slight thaw
or sudden crack
that will change the world
and crush me with beauty.
Joseph Farley received his BA in English from St. Joseph's University, and his MA from Temple University. He edited Axe Factory from 1986 to 2010. Farley writes poetry, fiction, plays and essays. He also performs with Improv on Rye. His books and chapbooks include Suckers, For the Birds, Longing for the Mother Tongue, Waltz of the Meatballs, Her Eyes, and Crow of Night. His work has appeared recently in Bellview Park Pages, Bewildering Tales, Beyond Imagination, BlazeVOX, Crack the Spine, Danse Macabre, Concrete Meat Sheets, Thunder Sandwich, Horror Sleaze Trash, Schlock, T. Gene Davis Speculative Blog, US 1 Worksheets, Verse Wisconsin, Visions and Voices, Whole Beast Rag, Ygdrasil, Literary Hatchet, and the anthologies One Hell of a Christmas, Thirteen O'Clock Press, 2014, and Night Walkers, Thirteen O'Clock Press, 2014.
Friday, May 22, 2015
Ben Nardolilli Traverses Ancient Riverbeds, Deserts of Pills, Lyres That Are Orifices, The Laboratory of "To Be"
Life Pictures
His grip sucked the life
from ancient rivers,
whose substance was earth,
the welcome house for all
with sores on,
I received your words
without pride, with
the right human veins,
the world opened, others
persuaded you,
their eyes criss-crossed, flashed
like rotten anger
a salty soul,
witch of an euro-american legend
to our mouths,
a sweating gown
deep like the day,
orifices like lyres,
we commuted in the worse
on all their words and pictures
Saturday Morbid
Waking up with the hope this morning
Of finding the ambergris of good health,
I emerge from a mattress, cracked
And divided like a desert lake bed,
My mouth an oasis for green pills.
Last night I dreamed I was better,
But I still had misfortunes to deal with,
Swimming in the water by a cruise ship
My sister and I were nearly hit
By an airplane tumbling from the sky.
Now the coughing starts up again,
My lungs pulse like swollen red vines
Woven together in a tapestry of irritation
And my nose drips a steady stream
Of whatever lubricant cools my thoughts.
Soliloquy in Late May
Am love, am good to be
Removed and lost,
Am we that you are, am just,
So many to spend, am value,
Wanted by others, am valued,
Spending years, am a halo
Going back around a board,
Am as bad the value,
Almost am failure, am almost
A warning for everyone else,
The mind to mind being made,
Just you taken, am a big laboratory.
Am a receiver for the projection,
The station, the direction, she,
Am beneath you, am the dislike,
Am the cane and shoes to bear.
Ben Nardolilli currently lives in Arlington, Virginia. His work has
appeared in Perigee Magazine, Red Fez, Danse Macabre, The 22 Magazine,
Quail Bell Magazine, Elimae, fwriction, THEMA, Pear Noir, The Minetta
Review, and Yes Poetry. He has a chapbook Common Symptoms of an
Enduring Chill Explained, from Folded Word Press. He blogs at
mirrorsponge.blogspot.com and is looking to publish a novel.
His grip sucked the life
from ancient rivers,
whose substance was earth,
the welcome house for all
with sores on,
I received your words
without pride, with
the right human veins,
the world opened, others
persuaded you,
their eyes criss-crossed, flashed
like rotten anger
a salty soul,
witch of an euro-american legend
to our mouths,
a sweating gown
deep like the day,
orifices like lyres,
we commuted in the worse
on all their words and pictures
Saturday Morbid
Waking up with the hope this morning
Of finding the ambergris of good health,
I emerge from a mattress, cracked
And divided like a desert lake bed,
My mouth an oasis for green pills.
Last night I dreamed I was better,
But I still had misfortunes to deal with,
Swimming in the water by a cruise ship
My sister and I were nearly hit
By an airplane tumbling from the sky.
Now the coughing starts up again,
My lungs pulse like swollen red vines
Woven together in a tapestry of irritation
And my nose drips a steady stream
Of whatever lubricant cools my thoughts.
Soliloquy in Late May
Am love, am good to be
Removed and lost,
Am we that you are, am just,
So many to spend, am value,
Wanted by others, am valued,
Spending years, am a halo
Going back around a board,
Am as bad the value,
Almost am failure, am almost
A warning for everyone else,
The mind to mind being made,
Just you taken, am a big laboratory.
Am a receiver for the projection,
The station, the direction, she,
Am beneath you, am the dislike,
Am the cane and shoes to bear.
Ben Nardolilli currently lives in Arlington, Virginia. His work has
appeared in Perigee Magazine, Red Fez, Danse Macabre, The 22 Magazine,
Quail Bell Magazine, Elimae, fwriction, THEMA, Pear Noir, The Minetta
Review, and Yes Poetry. He has a chapbook Common Symptoms of an
Enduring Chill Explained, from Folded Word Press. He blogs at
mirrorsponge.blogspot.com and is looking to publish a novel.
Sunday, May 17, 2015
Frederick Pollack And A Short Treatise On Evil Under the Surveillance Cameras
Lifestyle
They
want only privacy – freedom
from
conscience, taxes, or any
comparisons
but theirs –
but
through the long afternoon
they
have to show me
their
wine- and gun-cellars,
stables,
pool, cars (insisting
they
only ever drive
the
Ford), her designer shmates,
his
pills, embarrassing documents
from
every encrypted or vaulted
depth:
the whole thing
in
fact. And though I ooze
humility
– sipping microns
of
the same two fingers’, grazing
one
congealing canapé, not
knowing
what to do with my hands,
my
brain, the dead – I
still
inspire hostility.
She
asks about “my people,”
yet
however hard we search
we
find not one being
in
common. He, increasingly icily,
talks
sports. Gazing out, I plan
a
park, reclaimed farmland;
they
have too much glass
for
a picturesque ruin. Day wanes,
the
oil flows, security cameras
pan
hopelessly back and forth, and thus
eternity
finds us.
Tuna Melt
He
liked such places more than he could say.
A
mumbling speedfreak busboy cleared away
The
old, slapped down a new soiled fork and plate.
The
wrinkled waitress, focusing her hate,
Mistook
his order, meanwhile loosely pouring
Some
cloudy lukewarm stuff he sat adoring,
Tasting
the walls, the clientele, the grill.
He
peered and ate delightedly until
The
shadow of the offices across
The
street dispersed as if the sun were boss
For
fifteen minutes, looking in. He waited.
The
coming horror could not be overstated.
It
might take place outside, where ambulances,
Tour-buses,
cruisers, cabs were taking chances
Past
lesser vehicles, and passersby
At
great unconscious length prepared to die
While,
armed, an as-yet unembodied grin
Began
to light … It might occur within.
Or
not. That place is safe, if any is,
Whose
sadness welcomes other sadnesses.
That
place is good, is home, which lets one sit,
Will
never close till someone closes it,
And
fills your cup unasked while you think, vaguely:
Evil
is better than being merely ugly.
Frederick Pollack is the author
of two book-length narrative poems, THE ADVENTURE and HAPPINESS, both published
by Story Line Press, and a collection of shorter poems, A POVERTY OF WORDS,
forthcoming in 2015 from Prolific Press. His work has appeared in Hudson Review,
Salmagundi, Poetry Salzburg Review, Die Gazette (Munich),
The
Fish Anthology (Ireland), Representations, Magma (UK), Iota (UK), Bateau,Fulcrum,
etc. Online, poems have appeared in Big Bridge, Hamilton Stone
Review, Diagram, BlazeVox, The New Hampshire Review, Mudlark, Occupoetry,
Faircloth Review, Triggerfish, etc. Adjunct professor creative writing
George Washington University.