A Besieged Mind
A crack in the wall lets in the light from the stars.
Music echos through orbs in the weeping willows.
Dust in tears leave tracks in the fresh fallen snow.
Please Igor, can you give me just a little more light?
Dark holds my candle hostage at twilight's crescendo.
Contemptuous dreams through incessant screaming,
I can't feel strings with my hands of sanded mounds.
Quickly Igor, turn up the bass and let the walls crumble.
Insolent soulless itinerants trap a shard of burning sky.
Toss the aged planets into the blender creating a black
hole of unequivocal despair and treacherous margaritas.
Igor, hit the red button and watch me rise into the nebula!
Jellied stars with glimmering diamonds danced in the night.
Dingy creamy marshmallow giants stomped upon shells
of glowing peanuts long into a harvest on whiskey road.
Light another candle Igor, the night is still wanting her dead.
Remove a black top hat from the parlor rack, white gloves
aside, all these days of triumph and red transfixed illusion.
Waving the black obsidian wand, a magical fantasy exists.
Damn it Igor, I said the top hat, this conjures only clowns~!
As Dead Birds Circled
On a coolish night in late December
an odd stiff breeze was blowing from the North
we sat by the damn with gin and juice while
singing sonnets of warmer days now past.
We sang loudly while the old man strummed then
laughs on the right just as screams echoed left
the levee broke and all drift in the floods.
Cleanse my soul in the fierce muddy waters.
Weeping willows joyously laughed that night.
Tender were the sounds of bare footsteps in
darkness upon the slick moss covered rocks.
Leaves shimmered in a purple twilight as
the levee broke, and tears cascaded down
the breezes died to a whispering chant
windowless walls of tall earth and rock moved
crumbling into the water's great swallow.
Cleanse my soul in the fierce muddy waters.
A thousand eyes watched in a harsh horror
while great birds on the wing circled slowly
the damn broke and music faded away.
church bells rang out, wrapped in misty attire
blistered sacramental pious whimpers.
Quartz crystals resonate a timeless waltz
rust colored waters moved lifeless bodies
while dead birds on the wing circled slowly.
Cleanse our souls in the fierce muddy waters.
The weeping willows just laughed and rejoiced
as the great levee broke; we were still there
singing dirges; dead birds circled slowly;
baptism of souls join fierce muddy waters.
rising skyward; it's raining muddy tears.
An Absent of Present, Version 2
Has anyone seen me?
I know I used to be here,
perhaps there, somewhere.
I feel so lost, gone like
bones in old red clay.
Dust in a strong breeze.
I feel like a cat nine tail,
standing straight and tall
then bent over in marsh winds
waving to all around the lake,
lost fantasies rise skyward.
Passion blooms; life après.
Depth of a cranky shade
of listless yet excited bliss.
Blessed by the thoughts and
prayers of strangers, love
enhanced by a whisper.
But has anyone seen me?
Elders cry to the children
begging souls return home.
Keep of life's clock, turn the
key and spike the pendulum
humming a sonnet in rhyme.
I'm a musical note, sky-born!
As the demons and hunger
invoke sincere repentance
for thieving loaves of bread.
Will all distressing lives calmly
exhale their last well before the
hot ovens inhale your dead?
Into a grave with 7 million others!
Feel the chills of those evenings
long forgotten, repent your worst,
tarry along to knit your burial throw
forgive a fleeting wishful thirst,
look into the corner, next to the bin.
But, has anyone found me yet?
Ken Allan Dronsfield is a disabled veteran, poet and fabulist from New Hampshire, now residing on the southern plains of Oklahoma. Ken enjoys music, writing, walking in the woods at night and spending time with his cats Willa, Hemi, Turbo and Yumpy. He has one poetry collection, "The Cellaring" and is Co-Editor/Cover Artist for 2 poetry anthologies titled, "Moonlight Dreamers of Yellow Haze" and "Dandelion in a Vase of Roses". His work has appeared in Literary Orphans, The Burningword Journal, Scarlet Leaf Review, Black Poppy Review, The Blue Heron, The song is..., EMBOSS Magazine and more. Ken is a three-time Pushcart Prize nominee and twice for Best of the Net 2016-2017. Ken Loves Life!
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Sunday, March 18, 2018
Sunday, March 11, 2018
Jonel Abellanosa Handles Snakes, Star Apples, Moon's Glow, And Venom
King Cobra
And where do I bring this smell
Of reticence, this O of olfactory
Greenness? The wind knows
How I linger, the ways I dwell
In what I might be forced to remember.
The wind always tosses the shapeliest
Fruit, most of the time mango or starapple,
Teasing my nose to inhale the circulars.
I bring my crudest ways
Of recall to the violets.
It sometimes disappoints,
But often makes me realize
I’m a monarch without a kingdom.
Coral Snake
And how do I keep myself hidden
In leaves when I smell the violets?
The rain lends its invitation
And I follow the smells of moss
And lichen. In the forest
Water, when it rises, often
Wears its royal robe of glimmers.
How convincing its argument
That if surfaces are glassy
Transparence is its depths.
I soak myself in the gurgling flow,
Out of my heart’s reticence
And into the moon’s glow.
Taipan
And if my reputation moves faster
Than the wind? You don’t know me.
I’m shyer than the bandicoot, living
Inland, invisible as the homeless man.
I prefer to be left alone, slithering
In abandoned moonlight. The floral
Wind balms my hunger, and I often
Spend the night hungry. Starlight
Is my nourishment, water my soothing
Prayer. They say my venom is the
Deadliest, but I don’t have to defend
Myself, until I’m driven into the corner
Where ignorance, prejudice and irrational,
Unfounded fear might mean
The end of my life.
Jonel Abellanosa resides in Cebu City, the Philippines. His poetry has appeared in close to two
hundred journals and anthologies including, Rattle, Anglican Theological
Review, Poetry Kanto, Filipino-American Artist Directory, The McNeese Review
and Marsh Hawk Review. Early in 2017 Alien Buddha Press published his third
chapbook, “Meditations,” His latest poetry collection, “Songs from My Mind’s
Tree” is forthcoming (Clare Songbirds Publishing House). He is a Pushcart
Prize, Best of the Net and Dwarf Stars Award nominee.
Saturday, March 10, 2018
Michael Lee Johnson Observes The Common Horse Fly As A Parisian Adventurer In The August Wind And No More Stepping On Him
Heaven is My Horse Fly
A common horse fly
peripatetic traveler
vacationing in my world
into my bathroom,
(ride me cowboy, fly)
it’s summer time-
lands on my toilet seat
pit stops at Nikki’s Bar & Grill,
kitty litter box, refuels.
Thirteen round trips
buzzing my skin and skull-
he calls them “short runs.”
Steady pilot, good mileage,
frequent flier credits.
I swat his war journey,
splat, downed, then, an abrupt end.
Alexandra David-Nee
She edits her life from a room made dark
against a desert dropping summer sun.
A daring traveling Parisian adventurer,
ultimate princess turning toad with age--
snow drops of white in her hair, tiny fingers
thumb joints osteoarthritis
she corrects proofs at 100, pours whiskey,
pours over what she wrote
scribbles notes directed to the future,
applies for a new passport.
With this amount of macular degeneration,
near, monster of writers' approaches,
she wears no spectacles.
Her mind teeters between Himalayas,
distant Gobi Desert.
Running reason through her head for a living,
yet dancing with the youthful world of Cinderella,
she plunges deeper near death into Tibetan mysticism,
trekking across snow covered mountains to Lhasa, Tibet.
Nighttime rest, sleepy face, peeking out that window crack
into the nest, those quiet villages below
tasting a reality beyond her years.
No Longer a Swinger
This painted cat
on my balcony
hangs in this sun,
bleaches out
it's wooden
survival kit,
cut short-
then rots
chips
paint
cracks
widen in joints,
no infant sparrow wings
nestled in this hole
beneath its neck-
then falls down.
No longer a swinger
in latter days, August wind.
Oh Carol, Poem
You treat me like soiled underwear.
I work my way through.
I gave up jitterbug dancing, that cha-cha-chá,
all my eccentric moves, theatric acting, poetry slams.
I seek refuge away old films, nightmares
you jumping from my raspberry Geo Chevy Tracker
repeat you stunt from my black 2002 S-10 Chevy truck, Schaumburg, IL.
I toss tarnished photographs out windows of hell
seek new selfies, myself.
I’m a rock-in-roll Jesus, a damn good poetry man,
talent alone is not enough storage space to strip
you away from my skin, distant myself from your
ridicule, those harsh words you can’t take back
once they are out like Gorilla Glue, as Carl Sandburg spoke about.
I’m no John Lennon want to be;
body sculptured David Garrett, German violin masterpiece,
nor Ace Hardware, Midwest, CEO.
All I want to be respected in heart of my bright sun,
engaging these shadows endorsing these gray spots in my life.
Send me away from these drum beats that break me in half,
jungle thunder jolts dislodging my heart
popping my earlobes over the years,
scream out goodbye.
No more stepping on me cockroach style,
swatting me, a captured fly.
A common horse fly
peripatetic traveler
vacationing in my world
into my bathroom,
(ride me cowboy, fly)
it’s summer time-
lands on my toilet seat
pit stops at Nikki’s Bar & Grill,
kitty litter box, refuels.
Thirteen round trips
buzzing my skin and skull-
he calls them “short runs.”
Steady pilot, good mileage,
frequent flier credits.
I swat his war journey,
splat, downed, then, an abrupt end.
Alexandra David-Nee
She edits her life from a room made dark
against a desert dropping summer sun.
A daring traveling Parisian adventurer,
ultimate princess turning toad with age--
snow drops of white in her hair, tiny fingers
thumb joints osteoarthritis
she corrects proofs at 100, pours whiskey,
pours over what she wrote
scribbles notes directed to the future,
applies for a new passport.
With this amount of macular degeneration,
near, monster of writers' approaches,
she wears no spectacles.
Her mind teeters between Himalayas,
distant Gobi Desert.
Running reason through her head for a living,
yet dancing with the youthful world of Cinderella,
she plunges deeper near death into Tibetan mysticism,
trekking across snow covered mountains to Lhasa, Tibet.
Nighttime rest, sleepy face, peeking out that window crack
into the nest, those quiet villages below
tasting a reality beyond her years.
No Longer a Swinger
This painted cat
on my balcony
hangs in this sun,
bleaches out
it's wooden
survival kit,
cut short-
then rots
chips
paint
cracks
widen in joints,
no infant sparrow wings
nestled in this hole
beneath its neck-
then falls down.
No longer a swinger
in latter days, August wind.
Oh Carol, Poem
You treat me like soiled underwear.
I work my way through.
I gave up jitterbug dancing, that cha-cha-chá,
all my eccentric moves, theatric acting, poetry slams.
I seek refuge away old films, nightmares
you jumping from my raspberry Geo Chevy Tracker
repeat you stunt from my black 2002 S-10 Chevy truck, Schaumburg, IL.
I toss tarnished photographs out windows of hell
seek new selfies, myself.
I’m a rock-in-roll Jesus, a damn good poetry man,
talent alone is not enough storage space to strip
you away from my skin, distant myself from your
ridicule, those harsh words you can’t take back
once they are out like Gorilla Glue, as Carl Sandburg spoke about.
I’m no John Lennon want to be;
body sculptured David Garrett, German violin masterpiece,
nor Ace Hardware, Midwest, CEO.
All I want to be respected in heart of my bright sun,
engaging these shadows endorsing these gray spots in my life.
Send me away from these drum beats that break me in half,
jungle thunder jolts dislodging my heart
popping my earlobes over the years,
scream out goodbye.
No more stepping on me cockroach style,
swatting me, a captured fly.
Michael Lee Johnson lived ten years in Canada during the
Vietnam era and is a dual citizen of the United States and Canada. Today he is
a poet, freelance writer, amateur photographer, and small business owner in
Itasca, Illinois. Mr. Johnson published
in more than 1016 publications, his poems have appeared in 35 countries, he
edits, publishes 10 different poetry sites.
Michael Lee Johnson, Itasca, IL, nominated for 2 Pushcart Prize awards
for poetry 2015/1 Best of the Net 2016/and 2 Best of the Net 2017. He also has 154 poetry videos on YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/user/poetrymanusa/videos. He is the Editor-in-chief of the anthology,
Moonlight Dreamers of Yellow Haze:
http://www.amazon.com/dp/1530456762 and Editor-in-chief of a second
poetry anthology, Dandelion in a Vase of Roses which is now available
here:
https://www.amazon.com/dp/1545352089
Tuesday, February 27, 2018
Michael Prihoda And A Whole Lotta Love On Shot-Gunned Stationary And An Ocean Muffled By Sawdust
whole lotta love
i.
whatever
ii.
not today
iii.
i thought we agreed
cruise ships
were
for sissies
&
the point
of Nasa
is the same as SSRIs
for those
unwilling
to notice
iv.
the sound
of
the garage door
opening
made auto
by wiring
i do not
understand
v.
are you going or coming?
vi.
will you pick up some milk
on
the way
home?
vii.
just because
the seven
names
for children
i created survived
& we
lost
yours truly,
viii.
i thought we agreed
ix.
agreed
x.
we
xi.
i
everybody knows this is nowhere
the dog
ripples
his tongue
over teeth & lips
as a stream
across random stones.
a moment is only
as brief
as our disengagement
from imprinting
allows.
are we alone?
no, i am
looking at it.
are we
alone?
Proposal (a pineapple thrown into the Seine)
the meaning
of events
saving us
from a riot.
look to the hefted
mountains
in this thistled
spring
of showers
of malady &
the elegance
of just trying
to tell another
person they matter.
the day is ending.
the day is almost over.
i’m wide awake,
ready to introduce
a dragon
to these lands
of shot-gunned
stationary.
Proposal 6
of former
thoughts
in other
lives.
a mug cupped
to ear
sounds of
an Atlantic
muffled
by sawdust.
a taxonomic
defense
for haha,
the openness
in being
mortified
& feeling
alright
with the treatment
of animals.
you act in service
of a Byzantine panoply,
a simulacra
of gods.
our creations
tail us
through
dimensions,
invite a worry, a sorrow,
a cork
in bottles
untrapped by messages,
floating, briefly,
on the front porch.
dereliction hiding
rusted cutlery
& an insufficiency
of bandages
Michael Prihoda is a poet, editor, and teacher living in central Indiana. He is the editor of After the Pause, an experimental literary magazine and small press. In addition, he is the author of five poetry collections, the most recent of which is The First Breath You Take After You Give Up (Weasel Press, 2016).
i.
whatever
ii.
not today
iii.
i thought we agreed
cruise ships
were
for sissies
&
the point
of Nasa
is the same as SSRIs
for those
unwilling
to notice
iv.
the sound
of
the garage door
opening
made auto
by wiring
i do not
understand
v.
are you going or coming?
vi.
will you pick up some milk
on
the way
home?
vii.
just because
the seven
names
for children
i created survived
& we
lost
yours truly,
viii.
i thought we agreed
ix.
agreed
x.
we
xi.
i
everybody knows this is nowhere
the dog
ripples
his tongue
over teeth & lips
as a stream
across random stones.
a moment is only
as brief
as our disengagement
from imprinting
allows.
are we alone?
no, i am
looking at it.
are we
alone?
Proposal (a pineapple thrown into the Seine)
the meaning
of events
saving us
from a riot.
look to the hefted
mountains
in this thistled
spring
of showers
of malady &
the elegance
of just trying
to tell another
person they matter.
the day is ending.
the day is almost over.
i’m wide awake,
ready to introduce
a dragon
to these lands
of shot-gunned
stationary.
Proposal 6
of former
thoughts
in other
lives.
a mug cupped
to ear
sounds of
an Atlantic
muffled
by sawdust.
a taxonomic
defense
for haha,
the openness
in being
mortified
& feeling
alright
with the treatment
of animals.
you act in service
of a Byzantine panoply,
a simulacra
of gods.
our creations
tail us
through
dimensions,
invite a worry, a sorrow,
a cork
in bottles
untrapped by messages,
floating, briefly,
on the front porch.
dereliction hiding
rusted cutlery
& an insufficiency
of bandages
Michael Prihoda is a poet, editor, and teacher living in central Indiana. He is the editor of After the Pause, an experimental literary magazine and small press. In addition, he is the author of five poetry collections, the most recent of which is The First Breath You Take After You Give Up (Weasel Press, 2016).
John Dorsey Returns Speaking of Stars Covered In Rust, Woody Guthrie, And A Heroin Needle Sun
Highway D
here the sun is a hot spike
a needle in the arm
of some lonely field
grown over with stars
covered in rust
your stomach is always half full
& the car never starts
before your first cup of coffee
it wouldn’t dare.
California Blood Money
for david smith
woody guthrie tasted its soil
dancing in starlight
he winked at the skyline
what is it like
to run your hands
through so much regret?
John Dorsey lived for several years in Toledo, Ohio. He is the author of several collections of poetry, including Teaching the Dead to Sing: The Outlaw's Prayer (Rose of Sharon Press, 2006), Sodomy is a City in New Jersey (American Mettle Books, 2010), Tombstone Factory, (Epic Rites Press, 2013), Appalachian Frankenstein (GTK Press, 2015) Being the Fire (Tangerine Press, 2016) and Shoot the Messenger (Red Flag Press, 2017). He is the current Poet Laureate of Belle, MO. His work has been nominated for the Pushcart Prize. He may be reached at archerevans@yahoo.com.
here the sun is a hot spike
a needle in the arm
of some lonely field
grown over with stars
covered in rust
your stomach is always half full
& the car never starts
before your first cup of coffee
it wouldn’t dare.
California Blood Money
for david smith
woody guthrie tasted its soil
dancing in starlight
he winked at the skyline
what is it like
to run your hands
through so much regret?
John Dorsey lived for several years in Toledo, Ohio. He is the author of several collections of poetry, including Teaching the Dead to Sing: The Outlaw's Prayer (Rose of Sharon Press, 2006), Sodomy is a City in New Jersey (American Mettle Books, 2010), Tombstone Factory, (Epic Rites Press, 2013), Appalachian Frankenstein (GTK Press, 2015) Being the Fire (Tangerine Press, 2016) and Shoot the Messenger (Red Flag Press, 2017). He is the current Poet Laureate of Belle, MO. His work has been nominated for the Pushcart Prize. He may be reached at archerevans@yahoo.com.
Saturday, February 10, 2018
Patrick Herron And The Hollow That Is The Only Part That Does Not Hurt
Wednesday from Light
for Booker
apples and onions and violins and pesticides and when viewed from a bridge the horizon is only half-constructed the knife an ape selects for gorging is the blade choosing its hand various timbres of icy water sing across the bowed fibers of our skulls and the smell of sewaged seaspray fogs as the roaches as we are now called we the worthless are swept down into falling off our legs now running upon the air between the steel and the water and someone's just learning how to count us the forty-seven percent the ninety nine who is it who counts my beautiful boy he is learning as he goes please don't push him off the helicopters need trust between them before they can make music and so if he is to fall at least let his curls hear the quartet how about our sweet beginnings and chopped vegetable tears plucked from soil to lighten the load the roman road yes it's a load we load to unload and unload to load it's a logic and we share it with our peelings the lacrimal bone is absent from amphibians or maybe it's just tardy or wants nothing to do with tears at all maybe it's trying to get out of the water or maybe any more would be an unsophisticated superfluity and you are similarly disinclined to travel beyond the elegant sufficiency yet you made it this far and so let's exchange gratitudes they sure scissor paper platitudes and stony attitudes what there is to say here that is never desired to say is that it's not the bullet that kills it's the hole it swallows every moment before it and when I say I love you I mean that I desire the chance to elaborate and that is to say that I wished you would never have to learn that the hollow is the only part that doesn't hurt to cross the event line is a cold release from time so I wonder is emptiness employed or unemployed how are we to count that so I wonder is love conflation or expansion how are we to feel the sound as we count our way through the choppers to forge our horizons
"you're taut like a thriller, but how are you organized?" the rock asks the river
Patrick Herron is Senior Research Scientist and Lecturing Fellow at Duke University, Durham, NC, US. As a poet, Herron was an early adopter of copyleft for literary publishing, an inventor of retrieval-based poetics in the 1990s (later and more widely known as Flarf), and is also the author of several volumes of poetry, including Be Somebody (Effing 2008). Herron's poems and essays have appeared in a number of journals including Fulcrum, Jacket and Andrei Codrescu's Exquisite Corpse. Herron is the creator of His 1999 new media art project, p r o x i m a t e . o r g (http://classic.rhizome.org/artbase/artwork/2219/), was the first poetics website added to the permanent collection of the New Museum, New York City, US. At Duke Herron has recently created the Text Mining Laboratory and is a member of the faculties of Information Science + Studies (ISS), Computational Media Arts & Culture (CMAC) and the Masters of Fine Arts in Experimental and Documentary Arts (MFA|EDA).
for Booker
apples and onions and violins and pesticides and when viewed from a bridge the horizon is only half-constructed the knife an ape selects for gorging is the blade choosing its hand various timbres of icy water sing across the bowed fibers of our skulls and the smell of sewaged seaspray fogs as the roaches as we are now called we the worthless are swept down into falling off our legs now running upon the air between the steel and the water and someone's just learning how to count us the forty-seven percent the ninety nine who is it who counts my beautiful boy he is learning as he goes please don't push him off the helicopters need trust between them before they can make music and so if he is to fall at least let his curls hear the quartet how about our sweet beginnings and chopped vegetable tears plucked from soil to lighten the load the roman road yes it's a load we load to unload and unload to load it's a logic and we share it with our peelings the lacrimal bone is absent from amphibians or maybe it's just tardy or wants nothing to do with tears at all maybe it's trying to get out of the water or maybe any more would be an unsophisticated superfluity and you are similarly disinclined to travel beyond the elegant sufficiency yet you made it this far and so let's exchange gratitudes they sure scissor paper platitudes and stony attitudes what there is to say here that is never desired to say is that it's not the bullet that kills it's the hole it swallows every moment before it and when I say I love you I mean that I desire the chance to elaborate and that is to say that I wished you would never have to learn that the hollow is the only part that doesn't hurt to cross the event line is a cold release from time so I wonder is emptiness employed or unemployed how are we to count that so I wonder is love conflation or expansion how are we to feel the sound as we count our way through the choppers to forge our horizons
"you're taut like a thriller, but how are you organized?" the rock asks the river
Patrick Herron is Senior Research Scientist and Lecturing Fellow at Duke University, Durham, NC, US. As a poet, Herron was an early adopter of copyleft for literary publishing, an inventor of retrieval-based poetics in the 1990s (later and more widely known as Flarf), and is also the author of several volumes of poetry, including Be Somebody (Effing 2008). Herron's poems and essays have appeared in a number of journals including Fulcrum, Jacket and Andrei Codrescu's Exquisite Corpse. Herron is the creator of His 1999 new media art project, p r o x i m a t e . o r g (http://classic.rhizome.org/artbase/artwork/2219/), was the first poetics website added to the permanent collection of the New Museum, New York City, US. At Duke Herron has recently created the Text Mining Laboratory and is a member of the faculties of Information Science + Studies (ISS), Computational Media Arts & Culture (CMAC) and the Masters of Fine Arts in Experimental and Documentary Arts (MFA|EDA).
Thursday, January 25, 2018
Howie Good And Grandmothers Protecting Spiders, Days In Teardrop Shapes, The Shortage Of Coffins, And A Mountain Incident
Laugh and the World Laughs with You; Weep and You Are a Soft Pillow
Different people come in and take turns beating us. Sometimes they’re trying to get information. Other times they’re just amusing themselves. They ask all sorts of questions: Where’s that ocean at? What happened to your ear? Do ants eat each other? Last month, I went a week without sleeping. It was bam-bam-bam, the sound when a dude keeps his finger on the trigger. Most men just like killing stuff. Babies were tossed onto a pile of burning rubbish. If the color of the fire was in a dress, it would have been beautiful.
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“Holy cow!” I say. “Come over here guys.” The fireflies have brought me to water. And we all start laughing because it’s hard to believe. People, animals, birds, they all change. My grandmother when I was little would pick up a spider she found in the house and put it back outside. There's two places I want to go. They're the only two. It could be England, it could be France. It could be the moon.
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Bodies arrive in shreds. Some arrive in halves. There’s no place anymore where you can say that it’s safe. If you have a carefree attitude, you’ll be an easy target. One guy was like, ‘Oh, not a big deal, nothing will happen, sit down.’ So, obviously, he didn’t understand our circumstances. Try to notice the cold, wet sensation. It’s tomorrow in the shape of a teardrop.
All That Is Solid Melts into Air
This could be a former crime scene anywhere. One room in particular has never gotten over its ferocious past. I like to see things that maybe I’m not supposed to see. The dog is a he, but the table is a she. I couldn't really make out what they were saying, it happened so quickly. People should be concerned over what will disappear next. Today there was even a shortage of coffins. I tell myself, “Breathe, just breathe. We’re here. We’re working. We exist.” But it’s all a bit of a blur. The last time I felt like this was probably when my mother died. Any minute now I might look up and see her in the window of a plane waving.
Cannibal Lunch
I thought he was going to offer me a ride, but, as I approached the car, a mountain rose to confuse us. I said, “Hey, man, you all right?” It was a warm spring day, and the universe was presiding over its own prolonged rebirth. Birds that hadn’t learned to fly yet were about to be hauled away in trucks. The neighbors just stood there texting. “What does it mean?” the guy asked. He was lucky he had any teeth left. In general, people are beaten, hurt. I saw a black mass of smoke. I heard something that sounded like an orchestra of broken instruments. That was me trying to understand what a friend was.
Howie Good is the author of The Loser's Guide to Street Fighting, winner of the 2017 Lorien Prize and forthcoming from Thoughtcrime Press, and Dangerous Acts Starring Unstable Elements, winner of the 2015 Press Americana Prize for Poetry.
Different people come in and take turns beating us. Sometimes they’re trying to get information. Other times they’re just amusing themselves. They ask all sorts of questions: Where’s that ocean at? What happened to your ear? Do ants eat each other? Last month, I went a week without sleeping. It was bam-bam-bam, the sound when a dude keeps his finger on the trigger. Most men just like killing stuff. Babies were tossed onto a pile of burning rubbish. If the color of the fire was in a dress, it would have been beautiful.
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“Holy cow!” I say. “Come over here guys.” The fireflies have brought me to water. And we all start laughing because it’s hard to believe. People, animals, birds, they all change. My grandmother when I was little would pick up a spider she found in the house and put it back outside. There's two places I want to go. They're the only two. It could be England, it could be France. It could be the moon.
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Bodies arrive in shreds. Some arrive in halves. There’s no place anymore where you can say that it’s safe. If you have a carefree attitude, you’ll be an easy target. One guy was like, ‘Oh, not a big deal, nothing will happen, sit down.’ So, obviously, he didn’t understand our circumstances. Try to notice the cold, wet sensation. It’s tomorrow in the shape of a teardrop.
All That Is Solid Melts into Air
This could be a former crime scene anywhere. One room in particular has never gotten over its ferocious past. I like to see things that maybe I’m not supposed to see. The dog is a he, but the table is a she. I couldn't really make out what they were saying, it happened so quickly. People should be concerned over what will disappear next. Today there was even a shortage of coffins. I tell myself, “Breathe, just breathe. We’re here. We’re working. We exist.” But it’s all a bit of a blur. The last time I felt like this was probably when my mother died. Any minute now I might look up and see her in the window of a plane waving.
Cannibal Lunch
I thought he was going to offer me a ride, but, as I approached the car, a mountain rose to confuse us. I said, “Hey, man, you all right?” It was a warm spring day, and the universe was presiding over its own prolonged rebirth. Birds that hadn’t learned to fly yet were about to be hauled away in trucks. The neighbors just stood there texting. “What does it mean?” the guy asked. He was lucky he had any teeth left. In general, people are beaten, hurt. I saw a black mass of smoke. I heard something that sounded like an orchestra of broken instruments. That was me trying to understand what a friend was.
Howie Good is the author of The Loser's Guide to Street Fighting, winner of the 2017 Lorien Prize and forthcoming from Thoughtcrime Press, and Dangerous Acts Starring Unstable Elements, winner of the 2015 Press Americana Prize for Poetry.
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